novelsmap Chapter 36 Not even a reason, scumbag!
Chapter 36 Not even a reason, scumbag!
The feeling of being with him makes my whole body tremble, and there is a kind of extreme joy, beating on the tip of my heart.
It's not all because the other party's means are too high, the lust provoked is too tempting, and there are some inexplicable and touching illusions, as if there is love between them.
Love……
Cao Ning's eyes were confused for a moment, and then there was nothing. Then, he was strangled by Zhang Qingyun's deep thrusts.
"Ah..." Although I forgot, the body's reaction was exactly the same.
"I love you." Zhang Qingyun whispered in his ear, but no one could hear him clearly because of his heavy breathing.
At the moment of orgasm, Cao Ning hugged him tightly, her heart seemed to jump out of her chest, and an indescribable emotion exploded.
"..." He stared blankly at the delicate ceiling, his fingers couldn't help but tighten his grip on the man on his body.
He couldn't get back to his senses, he didn't know why this happened.
"I'm going to take a shower." Zhang Qingyun got up from him with sweat on her body, her face was so low that it was hard to see.
Cao Ning looked up at him, that slightly thin chin made people fall into infinite reverie.
Even though they were hugging each other just now, why do they miss him now... Could it be that I really have a physique of desire and dissatisfaction?
It seems that after the first time with him, I can no longer bear the lonely night.
After Zhang Qingyun took a shower in the bathroom, she came out wearing a white towel. She didn't go to the bed, and she didn't pay much attention to Cao Ning who was in a daze on the bed.He began to put on his clothes, putting on the clothes he had taken off one by one.
After finishing, she went to the bedside and said to Cao Ning, "I'm going back, be careful on your own way."
Cao Ning suddenly felt a little flustered, but she didn't show it. He asked casually, "Why didn't you wait for me? I'll take you back." He lifted the quilt and got down to get dressed.
"No, I'll just take a taxi back. You should go home early." Zhang Qingyun said to him who was getting dressed, "See you then?"
Cao Ning paused the movements in her hands, looked up only to see the other party waving her hand, her eyes were as warm as ever, but it was the prelude to turn around and leave.
"I'll see you next time," he said behind.
At that time Zhang Qingyun had already opened the door, hesitated for a moment without answering, then went out and closed the door.
Cao Ning gave up the idea of getting dressed, and sat on the bed blankly.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
Or to say emptiness, empty in the heart, as if something is no longer there.
This feeling made people very irritated, very irritated, he took out his phone and hesitated for a while, then threw it back on the bed irritably.
Get up and continue to get dressed. When driving home, Cao Ning turned a corner and drove downstairs to Zhang Qingyun's hotel.
He felt better, he was here, there was nothing to panic about.
After staying downstairs for 10 minutes, Cao Ning drove home.
The next day he couldn't help contacting Zhang Qingyun and sent a text message, but the other party didn't reply.
"What are you doing..." Cao Ning cursed, and gave herself a reason to call directly.
There was a busy tone on the phone and I couldn't get through.
He did a stupid thing again, calling Wu Hongwen and asking: "Hongwen, under what circumstances will there be a busy signal when calling someone?"
Wu Hongwen was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "This question is so familiar, who blocked you again?"
He remembered, but Cao Ning didn't.
He only heard that Zhang Qingyun blocked him, and his violent temper exploded: "Damn it! What kind of temper is he throwing!"
"What's the matter?" Wu Hongwen then remembered to ask, "Do you still have contact with Zhang Qingyun? He didn't go looking for it again, did he?"
"Wait, wait until I find him."
Hanging up Wu Hongwen's phone call, the other side was extremely anxious, who the hell told you to go find him!I wish you would never see each other again!
Cao Ning immediately drove to the hotel where Zhang Qingyun lived, and asked the people at the front desk. They said that Zhang Qingyun had already checked out, just this morning.
It's early eleven o'clock in the morning, and it's been a few hours since morning.
After Cao Ning heard this, she went to the company where Zhang Qingyun worked, and the people inside said that their cooperation was over.
Walking out of the company building, Cao Ning violently kicked the trash can next to her: "Damn it!"
A person disappears as soon as he says he disappears, his mobile phone is unavailable, and he checks out of the place where he lives, which means that he may have returned to his country or gone to another city.
Cao Ning called Wu Hongwen again: "Call him for me and ask where he is?"
"To whom?" What happened to this kid?
"Zhang Qingyun." Cao Ning said these three words through the gap between her teeth.
"No, I won't fight for you." Wu Hongwen thought to some extent that it might be Zhang Qingyun who blocked Cao Ning, and he suddenly became curious, what did this buddy do to make Zhang Qingyun block him?
Cao Ning saw a public phone nearby, so she hung up Wu Hongwen's call and went to call by herself.
Did not get through, this time the prompt is to shut down.
He may have returned home.
At this moment, Cao Ning is focused on finding Zhang Qingyun.He didn't know how this obsession came about, but if he didn't do this, he couldn't stay.
It's not worth it for a man I've known not long ago.
Cao Ning knew that she needed to be calm and not impulsive.
He drove back home, shut himself in the room, and calmed down for a day and a night.
The urge to find someone no longer ran around, but it turned into thousands of worms, which burrowed into the cracks in the bones. They didn't hurt, they only itch.
Occasionally it itches when resting.
It may be a time to smoke a cigarette, or it may be to buy something, cross the road, or a moment when it snows.
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Zhang Qingyun returned to China. She bought a plane ticket that morning and stayed at the airport all morning before waiting for her flight.
He just wants to go back to the place he is familiar with and live the days he is familiar with.
If you can't find something, you should treat it as if you accidentally lost it. When you think about it later, you just blame yourself for your carelessness.
As for him, don't blame him.
When I got home half a month before school started, I still had half a month to calm myself down.
Zhang Qingyun plunges into the kitchen every day to practice her family skills.
After school started, he contacted Si Jie again and promised her to be a professional model.
In the past, it was for making money to raise a daughter-in-law, but now it is for my own dreams.
As a professional model, I can spend very little time in school.He started high, and his own conditions are good, and he can take on a lot of jobs.I often need to fly all over the world, and sometimes I can’t even return to my country for a month or two.
I signed a contract with a modeling agency and had a professional agent and a life assistant by my side.
Although Zhang Qingyun didn't need to say anything most of the time, because of the environment, his English level rose rapidly.
Every day in a foreign country, I face foreigners, and sometimes I don’t even have a chance to speak a word of Chinese all day.
After all, the agent and assistant are also foreigners.
Well, he signed with a foreigner's company.
The modeling circle is very chaotic, regardless of whether it is a male model or a female model, all kinds of private transactions are very corrupt.
However, that is only limited to the exchange of equal value between you and me.
For better development of some models, he is willing to pay something and get something, this is his choice and freedom.
Zhang Qingyun doesn't have such big ambitions, and he doesn't lack for jobs, he earns money when he has money, that's all.
But he is lucky, he can always be spotted by some well-known designers, and he is hand-picked to launch.
It took only one year for Zhang Qingyun to appear on the cover of a well-known magazine.
In the various summaries at the end of the year, as long as there is anything about models, he is there.
Domestically, he was rated as the best new model abroad this year. He has an unlimited future and has the potential to be a supermodel.
This year, Cao Ning continued her junior year abroad, Xie Siyu and Ding Lin were still together, Wu Hongwen was still so careless, and he didn't have a serious girlfriend around him.
This year, the junior year is coming to an end, which means that they will either leave the campus, or take the postgraduate entrance examination, or go abroad for further study?
At least Ding Lin has no such plan, he is tired of reading.
Boyfriend Xie Siyu didn't either. He revealed that he was going to take the national exam. At that time Ding Lin glanced at him. This guy was going to be the head of state.
This summer vacation, Cao Ning came back from abroad.
The reason is that I want to go back to China to see my buddies and have a good time with everyone.
The family didn't know about his affair with Zhang Qingyun, and seeing that he hadn't changed much this year, they didn't stop him from returning to China.
Little young love, no long sex.
If they were still together at the beginning, they may be separated now naturally.
This is too absolute, at least Xie Siyu kept Ding Lin in captivity for a year, and they are still together.
Recently, a house has been resettled outside, and a new residence is ready to be occupied.
From now on, everyone doesn't need to go out to drink, and stay directly at Xie Siyu and Ding Lin's new home.
Speaking of which, the relationship between Ding Lin and them is very complicated. He is not particularly close to Xie Siyu.
To Xie Siyu's friend Wu Hongwen, the relationship is so-so, just say hello when we meet.
He has the deepest feeling for Cao Ning, after all, the first person he knew was Cao Ning, and then the others.
After seeing him again, there was one person missing, and that person was rarely mentioned.
Ding Lin is probably the only one who still remembers it in his heart, and he doesn't want to mention it because others may not pay attention to it.
After Cao Ning came back, she found out that Xie Siyu had always had a boyfriend and they had been together for more than a year.
This is news that surprised him.
"You can hide." The first time he saw Ding Lin, he didn't feel anything, he just looked at him a few times.
Wu Hongwen was careless, and blurted out: "If you can't hide it, it will be another tragedy. A Yu is much smarter than you."
Only after he said this did he realize that he was being confused, so he hurriedly looked at Cao Ning's face, only to find that the kid didn't feel anything, he really forgot.
fair enough.
Ding Lin silently withdrew from the table: "I'll cook." They said they didn't go out to eat at noon, so they had to cook at home.
"I'll help you." He is not a cook, Xie Siyu knows, he just wants to maintain his face in front of his friends.
Gradually, they were not without feelings either.
Maybe the plainness at the beginning is not worse than the vigor.You see, today we are still together in a normal way, but we are separated in a vigorous way.
"Are you still paying attention to him?" In the kitchen, Xie Siyu was the only one doing the work. Ding Lin looked left and right, and found that he could only wash vegetables.
"I'm friends with him." He said frankly: "He has developed quite well in the past year, and I am very happy for him."
If that's what Zhang Qingyun wanted, then he already got it.
"You don't agree with them being together, so you haven't said anything to Cao Ning, right?" Xie Siyu wanted an answer, but Ding Lin didn't tell Cao Ning whether it was for himself or for Zhang Qingyun.
"It wasn't that great at first, but it was later." Ding Lin said, looking up at him: "I said I'm going to cause damage now, will you stop me?"
Xie Siyu was still a little nervous: "What sabotage? He won't believe what you say, he doesn't remember."
"That's right, so it doesn't matter what I say." Ding Lin lowered his head and darkened his eyes, but he just felt aggrieved.
Why should you leave the pain to a person alone, what did he do wrong.
When eating at noon, Ding Lin turned on the TV. He knew which channel would broadcast Zhang Qingyun's show when.
There just happened to be an interview recently, which was broadcast once last night. According to the nature of a certain station, it will be broadcast again during the day.
When a familiar face occupied the entire screen, everyone in the room was stunned.
I have to admit that Zhang Qingyun's face is very lethal.
Even people who don't pay attention to this aspect will subconsciously stare at it when they see it.
The person who was hit hardest was Cao Ning.
He hasn't seen this person for more than a year. He usually doesn't watch TV news or shows, and he doesn't know what Zhang Qingyun is doing now.
I didn't know until the interview that he has become a professional model.
The water glass was in Cao Ning's hand, and he couldn't put it down. His eyes were fixed on the man on the big screen.
The person was answering the host's question, and said with a smile: "23 years old is not young, and the model circle is all younger brothers. I am considered older and debuted late."
"I heard that you were a part-time model when you were in college. What made you officially enter the modeling industry?"
"Well, the idea is too simple, I just want to make money." Zhang Qingyun on the screen smiled very embarrassedly, habitually raised her hand and used her fingers to cover the corners of her mouth: "College costs a lot, and then fell in love, so... With the idea of planning for the future, I thought it would be better not to work part-time, but to work hard for two years and save enough money to buy a house.”
"And do you still think that way now? The money you have saved is already enough to buy a house." The host seldom meets guests who take the initiative to disclose their love information, and she can't do it without asking: "How old are you in love, how old are you?" How many? Are you still together now? You have prepared the money for buying a house."
"The love we talked about in the second semester of my sophomore year, we are no longer together." Zhang Qingyun still smiled, feeling quite relieved, and her eyes were still shining.
Maybe when talking about that relationship, he has no regrets, all he thinks of is the happy process.
I still miss that lovely person, but it is quite helpless for him to disappear in that way, so the tone of the conversation is a little more resigned.
"How did they separate? Can I ask?" the host said carefully.
"Actually, I don't know how we broke up. It was very sudden." I didn't intend to say it, but when I brought it up, I thought it would be better to say it, so I said it: "One day last summer, I went shopping with him in the supermarket. , Could it be that the Qixi Festival just passed, and he disliked me for not buying him a gift, so he was angry..." Thinking of that scene, he couldn't continue, a little funny and a little sad: "We walked out the door, he He grabbed the car keys and said to drive, let me wait for him at the door."
The host said: "And then?"
Zhang Qingyun said: "Then there is no after."
Many people in the room knew who Zhang Qingyun was talking about, and who he was talking about.They didn't know the details at the time, and only now know that it turned out to be like this.
Everyone watched the interview quietly, and the dishes on the table were cold.
Ding Lin took the lead and said, "Eat, if you don't eat, you'll get cold."
Cao Ning asked Wu Hongwen: "Do you still have contact with him?"
Wu Hongwen shook his head, he didn't, probably there are so many people here, only Ding Lin still has them.
Ding Lin didn't know that Cao Ning had met Zhang Qingyun abroad, so he was very curious: "Who are you asking? Ask Qingyun?" Did he remember?
Cao Ning's eyes were strange, could it be that Ding Lin also knew Zhang Qingyun.
"They are all members of the student union." Xie Siyu came out to explain, and then glanced at Ding Lin, not wanting him to talk before going.
No need, after reading Zhang Qingyun's interview, I think that person should also let go.
No matter what you say at this time, it will only increase your troubles.
"..." Cao Ning nodded, and put down the cup in her hand. For a year, he didn't bother to ask about Zhang Qingyun.Just waiting for when to completely forget about this person.
But I don't know if it was those snowy nights that were so impressive. The itching in his bones was like an addiction that he couldn't quit, and it was like a shadow in the occasional late night.
After eating, Ding Lin took the cup and went out to the balcony to blow some air.
It's not hot in the dark afternoon, it's just a bit stuffy, and even the wind is slow.
After a while, there was another person beside him, Cao Ning who was also holding a wine glass.
"What kind of person is he?" I didn't understand the meaning of running over and asking, but I couldn't control my legs and came over eagerly.
"Did you say Qing Yun?" Ding Lin took a sip of wine, narrowed his eyes and smiled and said, "It's someone I liked before. He's much better than Xie Siyu."
This is the answer that Cao Ning never thought about: "I thought you would say that he is a moving cannon."
"Haha!" Ding Lin laughed, "No, I haven't tried it."
"Who does he like, the one he talked about in college?" Cao Ning tilted her head slightly, looking at Ding Lin's face, this buddy has a boyfriend, who did he like before.
He looks good too, why doesn't Zhang Qingyun like him?
"Well, I was the one who met Qing Yun first, and then he cut off his beard. But he deserved it, and he couldn't keep such a good person." We have only been together for half a year.
Cao Ning felt that her heart was itchy. Unlike the previous itching, it was especially itchy today.
It was so itchy that he babbled nonsense: "Is the person he likes the same type as me?"
Ding Lin looked at him amusedly, nodded and said, "That's the type, how do you know?"
"Tch." Cao Ning didn't answer how he knew, but just laughed.
"How long do you plan to stay in China?" Ding Lin asked him after a while without speaking.
"I don't plan to stay long, I'll go back in a few days."
On the day Cao Ning flew to Australia, it rained lightly. He bought an umbrella and covered his head with his clothes after getting off the car at the airport.
Because it rained so suddenly, many people did not bring umbrellas.
There was a large group of people blocking there in front, and there was a commotion.
This kind of situation is not uncommon at the airport. It may be that some celebrity is blocked by people and cannot leave.
At that time, Cao Ning didn't look too much. When he stood on the steps to hide from the rain, he took a look, and he realized that the person who was blocked was a little familiar to him.
His body shape somewhat overlapped with the man he saw on TV a few days ago, making one wonder if it was him.
Looking at the fluorescent cards held by the fans, it is confirmed.
As for the feeling of heartbeat, there was actually no feeling. Cao Ning was quite calm, so he just watched quietly.
After the group of fans dispersed, the assistants surrounded the protagonist and came to the steps to hide from the rain.
"Qing Yun, the flight may be delayed again, why don't you fly to Australia tomorrow." His foreigner assistant is a young man with blond hair and blue eyes, who also looks like a fresh graduate.
It is still a bit strange to pronounce the word Qingyun.
"We Chinese have an old saying that everything is coming." Zhang Qingyun wiped the water droplets on her cheeks with a tissue, and then dealt with other wet places on her body.
After finishing these, I took the assistant inside and waited.
Cao Ning looked at the backs of them entering, which looked a little unreal under the light.
He followed in, followed all the way, and found that the blond boy was not sitting next to Zhang Qingyun, so he sat there.
As soon as he sat down, Zhang Qingyun turned her head and smiled naturally.
This smile is not a formulaic smile, but a smile with good intentions.
Cao Ning was stunned at that time, he found that he knew very little about this person, it can be said that he knew nothing about him.
The two people looked at each other, and they were both stunned for a moment, but no one reacted.
It may be that I didn't expect to meet so unexpectedly, the coincidence is too terrible, just like the last time we met on the streets of Australia, I don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing.
"Long time no see." Zhang Qingyun was the one who greeted her first, even though she was surprised, there was still a warm smile on her face after the accident.
Cao Ning is not so open-minded, he is very small-minded, and the anger in his heart swarms.
"You lied when you said goodbye that day." His expression was much more honest than his own. In fact, he had always cared about it. Why did he leave suddenly?
Not even a reason, scumbag!