novelsmap Chapter 35 The last time I like you.
Chapter 35 The last time I like you.
Today I'm going to shoot black and white series of winter clothes, the style of the clothes is a bit grim and uninhibited.Zhang Qingyun's original temperament did not match. The makeup artist made his face more clearly defined, and the lines tended to be cold and hard, so that he could set off the clothes on his body.
After putting on makeup, he was taken to the shooting location by the shooting assistant.He was so preoccupied with his work that he didn't pay attention to his surroundings.
Cao Ning stood nearby with her arms folded, watching him pass by her coldly.
It was normal to be attracted to a man like that, he told himself.
"Ready? How does it feel?"
"Yes, I think it's okay."
Come to the photography location, communicate with the photographer, and talk about something relaxing.
In fact, Zhang Qingyun's English is not bad. Before looking for an agency, I just wanted to find a job as soon as possible and get familiar with the environment.The day before he met Cao Ning, he had already cut off contact with the agency and was about to make his own plans.
Unexpectedly, he would meet Cao Ning, so he simply told him that he needed a translator and a manager.
I didn't expect him to agree.
Thinking of this, Zhang Qingyun smiled warmly. Whether that kid remembers himself or not, it seems that love is eternal.
"No, no, your expression can't be like this, remember later, don't smile like this." The studio emphasized, this is too gentle, suitable for another series of clothes, but here, they want a stern man!
"Of course, I understand." Zhang Qingyun nodded, put away her smile, and began to enter the state.
He has a lot of shooting experience and knows how to express his versatility.
The shooting went smoothly, and the photographer applauded frequently.
What they like is this kind of professional model, who is dedicated and does not have too many requirements and minor problems.
The shooting lasted until about 11:30 noon. Before the work was over, the photographer told him that there were still several sets to be shot in the afternoon and evening.
Zhang Qingyun asked the photographer: "About what time will the photo shoot at night?"
The photographer said: "It may take around nine o'clock, if everything goes well."
Thinking about Cao Ning going home at night, Zhang Qingyun wasn't sure if he could get off work on time at night, so he came to the door of Cao Ning's room, hesitating whether to knock or not.
In the hot spring pool before, the two broke up unhappy, right?
I don't know if knocking on the door will be ignored now... After all, in the other party's heart, I am a prodigal double plug who has seen countless people and casually pulls people to bed, my God.
As a result, before he raised his hand, Cao Ning opened the door. She was dressed neatly, and her attitude was as casual as before, but her arrogance was not small.
He raised his head and said to the people outside the door: "I saw the photo you just took, and it was pretty good." His eyes scanned the man from head to toe, whether it was melancholy or cold, it was very appetizing. .
It's a pity that it was chewed up.
As long as Cao Ning thinks of this, it's like eating an apple with worms, the deliciousness is mixed with nausea.
"Thank you." The sudden compliment made Zhang Qingyun very suspicious. This kid turned his face faster than he turned a book. What's going on now?
"Come and ask me to eat? Let's go then." Cao Ning glanced at him, and took the lead to walk in front.
He didn't know what he was thinking now, obviously he just needed to throw away this apple, and it would be all right if he couldn't see it.But even if I hold it in my hand, I don't want to throw it away, and at the same time, I can't say anything.
This feels like tasteless, it's a pity to discard it and eat it tasteless.
Zhang Qingyun is used to taking care of the person around her. Usually, she will be considerate and considerate when eating, which is very natural.
His actions made Cao Ning feel even more that this is a 'good man' who has been trained by countless predecessors, or in other words, these are his skills to attract people.
Even if Pianpian knew it well, she would still be poked at the G-spot.
"Do you eat this?" Zhang Qingyun considerately sent Cao Ning's inconvenient dish from a distance to his bowl. This is what Cao Ning likes to eat.
Eating her favorite dish in the bowl, Cao Ning said casually in Chinese: "I feel that you treat me like a lover, is it my illusion?"
Zhang Qingyun was a little dazed after hearing this, he always forgot to restrain his feelings because he was too used to it.
He smiled wryly, "I'm sorry, I can't help it."
"The acting skills are really good, tell me, what do you want to achieve?" Cao Ning poked at the contents of the bowl, and said indifferently: "You just want to sleep with me, or something else?"
For example, money, right?
"There's no purpose, can't I like you?" Zhang Qingyun pressed the corner of her mouth with a tissue to cover up her abnormality.
"Don't be funny." Cao Ning snorted, "I won't play games with you whether you like it or not, are you qualified?"
In Cao Ning's eyes, Zhang Qingyun is just a small model, and she is not clean.
It's not uncommon for everyone to know how corrupt the model circle is.
"..." Zhang Qingyun was hit hard by this sentence, and it was not her own illusion that Cao Ning was in need of a beating at the beginning.
Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Cao Ning said in a daze, "What? Are you angry? Don't you admit that what I said is the truth?" In the room just now, he called Wu Hongwen again to ask how he and Zhang Qingyun knew each other, how could there be Such a friend?
He asked Zhang Qingyun's details clearly, and Wu Hongwen said that he met in a bar and had a few drinks, ha ha.
"Whatever you say, let's eat first." Zhang Qingyun wanted to be angry, but she couldn't. Is it useful to be angry with him?
After lunch, Zhang Qingyun said goodbye to Cao Ning, went back to her room to rest, and had to work in the afternoon, so he didn't have so much energy to continue fighting with Cao Ning.
After Cao Ning said that, the two of them didn't communicate much.
Zhang Qingyun focused all her attention on her work, trying to finish work on time at nine o'clock in the evening.
Calling Cao Ning to go home with him after work was over, that person seemed bored and a little irritable: "I've spent the whole day with you."
"..." Zhang Qingyun was silent, and apologized to him: "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting."
Cao Ning curled her lips, stood up and walked in front of him: "Follow me, Mr. Model."
Not knowing how to react, Zhang Qingyun rubbed her face, letting herself follow with a soft expression, I will bear you.
After getting into the car, the man drove silently and drove the car very fast.
It is night now, and there is still snow on the side of the road. Zhang Qingyun reminded him many times not to drive too fast.
"Can you shut up? I don't need you to tell me how to drive." Cao Ning didn't know where she got so angry, as if she had eaten gunpowder.
"Okay then, you park here, I'll take a taxi back." Seeing that the city was already outside, Zhang Qingyun didn't want to endure this atmosphere anymore, he really couldn't control himself to explode.
"Hey, you stop as soon as you say? Make it clear, I'm not your driver." Cao Ning didn't stop, and he drove directly to the downstairs of Zhang Qingyun Hotel.
"Thank you." Zhang Qingyun said blankly, then opened the door and got out of the car.
Cao Ning followed closely and got out of the car, came over and grabbed Zhang Qingyun's wrist, and dragged him to a nearby convenience store.
"Is there something wrong?" Zhang Qingyun frowned, not knowing what kind of monster this kid was doing.
Cao Ning didn't answer him, she went directly to the cashier and took two boxes of condoms: "How much?"
"..." Seeing his actions, Zhang Qingyun was a little dumbfounded.
"Let's go." After paying the money, Cao Ning dragged him out with two boxes of condoms, and then asked him which hotel it was.
"What do you mean?" Zhang Qingyun opened his fingers and freed her wrist.
"Don't you want to have sex with me?" Cao Ning said with a smile, squinting at him with something special, which made people uncomfortable.
"I want to sleep with you because I like you." Zhang Qingyun's explanation failed to make Cao Ning any cuter, and he laughed unduly: "Really? I really like you too, it's a pleasure to kiss you. "Then stand there and let Zhang Qingyun choose for herself: "Don't ink, whether you want it or not, I will regret it at any time, you take the opportunity yourself."
Yes or no.
Zhang Qingyun definitely wanted it, he had thought about Cao Ning for too long, and really wanted to give him a good hug.
Under Cao Ning's gaze, he silently took the other's hand and led him upstairs.
It is a moderately priced hotel, the place is not big, the environment and conditions are not bad, clean and quiet.
But Cao Ning has never stayed in such a scumbag hotel. After entering the room, he sat on the not-so-luxurious bed and said, "Having sex with you in this kind of hotel, I will definitely regret it in the future."
"At least you don't regret it now." Zhang Qingyun took off her coat and scarf, and went to the bathroom to put hot water on her for a bath.
Cao Ning came in, whenever he wanted to regret, whenever he wanted to slam the door out, he would not regret seeing this man.
With a curse in his heart, he took off his clothes without hesitation, not giving himself time to think.
"I must be crazy," he murmured, taking off the last of his clothes.
Zhang Qingyun turned around, hugged him and kissed him, and at the same time thought in her heart, if I want to be crazy, I will be crazy before you...
"Hmm..." The intense kiss was on the line from the very beginning, causing the temperature in the small bathroom to rise sharply, burning each other's reason.
Cao Ning was so familiar with this kind of kiss that he couldn't resist even for a minute. As soon as his body touched the other's embrace, he had no room for thinking, and his mind was blank.
You can only give your body to the other person, and follow him, feel him, and accept him without resistance.
"what……"
When the body was opened, his soul fell and was completely hopeless.
The first time was not pain, but enjoyment.
More pleasurable and addictive than he imagined.
Cao Ning thoroughly enjoyed this fish-and-water sex, and he liked this kind of experience.
Zhang Qingyun carried him out of the bathroom, onto the bed, and continued to vent her thoughts.
The two boxes of unopened sleeves on the bedside were placed there desertedly, and no one cared about them.
After everything was over, Cao Ning turned her head feebly, and finally came to her senses, and found that she did not wear a condom this time, so she couldn't control her mouth and said, "Are you lacking morality, you don't wear a condom when you have sex, in case there is What about sickness?"
Zhang Qingyun sat on the bedside, stared blankly, then laughed, the more he laughed, the weaker he was, he took out the cigarette case and took a cigarette and lit it.
Smoke in silence and say you're not sick, do you?
"My first brother, where did you get sick?" Cao Ning also sat up, took the other party's cigarette and lit it.
After coming here, he seldom smokes. One is that there are old people in his family, and the other is that he has no addiction to cigarettes.
Thinking of her grandfather at home, Cao Ning looked at the time. It was almost early in the morning. He quickly smoked it twice, then got up and got dressed: "I have to go."
Zhang Qingyun looked at him silently without speaking.
Before leaving, Cao Ning took out a wad of cash from her wallet and put it on the bedside: "Here, I see that you can speak English very fluently, so I don't think I need to do any translation, so that's it, in the future I'll find you again when I'm free."
Zhang Qingyun frowned and said, "Take the money back, what have I become in your eyes?" Male prostitute?
"Don't be shy, it's not easy for you to be a model." Cao Ning especially wanted to say, if you have money, you won't wander around anymore?
But without saying anything, he left without looking back.
It was only now that Zhang Qingyun realized that she was such a thing in Cao Ning's eyes.
He was very uncomfortable and couldn't sleep most of the night and sent a message to Cao Ning: "I didn't sleep with you for your money."
"Whether you do it or not is your business, and whether I give it or not is my business." Cao Ning's reply was very self-centered.
"You didn't respect me." Zhang Qingyun's expression was very serious.
"Don't be like this, you're cuter when you don't talk about these issues." Cao Ning replied this, and didn't reply to Zhang Qingyun's text message.
Looking at the text message that no one replied, Zhang Qingyun rubbed her forehead, not knowing what to do next.
After a night of insomnia, he accepted the fact that it was impossible to change Cao Ning's mind in a short period of time.
He is also a person with self-respect, and he can't be rushed to the point of being insulted, so he didn't contact Cao Ning after dawn.
Three days later when we met again, Cao Ning took the initiative to contact her.
At that time, Zhang Qingyun was off work and was still walking. She was a little hesitant when she received the call, and asked him, "Why do you want me?"
Cao Ning's voice was slightly confused: "Why haven't you sent me a message recently?" Didn't this guy say he likes him?Was it enough last time?
"I'm not short of money." Zhang Qingyun joked, but the smile didn't reach her eyes.
"Tsk, are you still angry about this? Are you being too stingy?" Cao Ning also laughed, not intending to apologize at all, and he has never apologized to anyone in his memory.
Flying darts in the room, he said in a serious manner: "Is there no one on the bed recently? Do you want me to go find you?"
Zhang Qingyun sighed, occasionally thinking, what kind of love life would Cao Ning lead if she hadn't met her?Corrupt like his uncle Cao Lianzhi?
I used to think that I misunderstood him, but now it seems that it is not a misunderstanding. This kid really doesn't take his body seriously, and he can go to bed if he sees something pleasing to the eye.
Zhang Qingyun couldn't help wondering, did he really like his previous love, or was he just indulging in carnal desire?
Cao Ning, let him see through.
"If I said no, would you go to someone else?" he asked.
"Others? Who else? You are the only one I have eyes for for the time being. You want to reject me? Why? I dissatisfy you?" Cao Ning's mood for playing darts was ruined. He sat down on the sofa, crossed his legs, and waited for the other party's answer.
"It's fine if you don't, then come here, but don't give me any more money this time." Zhang Qingyun said seriously.
"It's up to you." Cao Ning smiled with the corners of her mouth pulled, and didn't take it seriously.
The old man in the family is taken care of by a nanny and an uncle. He went to tell his grandfather that he would come back later at night.
Putting on a thick coat, hat and gloves, Cao Ning took the car keys and went out.
When he arrived, Zhang Qingyun was waiting for him upstairs in the hotel, still fully dressed, ready to have dinner with him.
Cao Ning had no objection to going to dinner, but he didn't say anything when he heard the other party said he was going to treat guests. He just smiled and said nothing.
I haven't seen each other for three days, and this man is still the same, sitting there with a romantic and melancholy expression.The hair that was pressed against the forehead by the brim of the hat was a bit messy, and the eyes were dark and deep as always.
He didn't seem to want to talk, and seemed very silent.
Cao Ning is not the kind of person who is looking for something to say, he smiled and turned his head to concentrate on driving.
"In your eyes, I'm just a joke, right?" Zhang Qingyun started to speak, looking for the rhythm of abuse, but still wanted to ask clearly, and wanted to know what Cao Ning wanted to think.
"Then what do you think? You have a physical relationship with me, and what do you want me to think of you?" Before Cao Ning really liked someone, she was quite crazy and a very selfish person.
To communicate with him on an equal footing, you must first have capital.
Only now did Zhang Qingyun feel what a gap is.
It turned out that the former Cao Ning was kind to her, at least with sincerity.
"Is it impossible to have an equal relationship with you?" He knew that Cao Ning was interested in him.
"What do you use to have an equal relationship with me, body?" Cao Ning glanced at him: "I really like it."
Sleeping with him is exciting enough.
"..." Zhang Qingyun was speechless, he felt powerless.
"Have you talked to many people? Who are you thinking about?" Cao Ning is sometimes very sensitive. He knew from the very beginning that Zhang Qingyun had someone in his heart.
When he stared at himself, there was nostalgia in his eyes.
It is indeed very attractive, but Cao Ning does not want to touch such a tricky product.His identity is one aspect, and the other party has been possessed physically and mentally.
Men and men, just play around.
Before going to bed with Zhang Qingyun, Cao Ning figured this out before she dared to look for him.
As long as sex, the rest will be rejected.
"Do you believe me when I say I'm thinking of you?" Zhang Qingyun looked out the window, the sky was dark and the foggy night sky oppressed his heart.
"I don't believe it, but your mouth is so sweet, keep it up." Cao Ning smiled indifferently, and he also figured it out. No matter how many people Zhang Qingyun has been with, before he is completely bored, he will just make do with it, "You are like this, really It's annoying." Zhang Qingyun complained in a low voice without letting him hear.
Maybe this kind of Cao Ning is the real Cao Ning. In the past few months, it was more like a dream. When I woke up, there was nothing left.
"Although you said you were treating guests, I really can't eat ordinary things, so let's just skip it. I'll pay the bill tonight." Cao Ning took Zhang Qingyun to a place where there were tens of thousands of dollars for a meal, and he couldn't afford the bill. .
It wasn't the first time that this virtue was shown, Zhang Qingyun just smiled and didn't refute.
He can do whatever he likes.
Sitting down and opening a bottle of wine, Cao Ning drank there by herself, staring at the person across from her.
The complicated thoughts between his brows always make people very curious about him.
Since love is deep, why bother?
Cao Ning didn't believe that a person who slept with someone else after only knowing him for three days would be so affectionate.
"Tell me about the person you like." He shook the wine glass in his hand, and the dark red wine flowed freely in it.
At this moment, he is not serious about himself, only doing whatever he wants.
"He's good anywhere." But that's the Cao Ning of memory, the Cao Ning of my memory, there will be no more in the future, he is gone.
"Is there such a person?" Cao Ning snorted, couldn't she?Who lives in the world and who has no minor problems?
"Yes, he is innocent and straightforward, has a little temper, loves to cling to me, and likes to eat the things I make." Zhang Qingyun smiled, recalling many details of herself and Cao Ning being together.
At that time, I thought it was a very common thing, but I didn't think of it at all, and it was gone when I said it was gone.
Only I remember, if I don't say it, there will be no such thing in the world.
"I like it so much, why do you still have sex with others casually?" Cao Ning's casual smile disappeared, and the wine glass in her hand did not move, showing that he is not in a relaxed state now.
"Probably because I'm cheap." Zhang Qingyun also put away her smile. He overestimated himself and his ability to bear it.
I thought that as long as I found him, everything would be fine with him by my side.
But no, some things will not work if even one link is wrong, and the original flavor will be lost.
"Really?" Cao Ning nodded with cold eyes: "You are really cheap." If I was said that by someone, I would have turned my face and left, and after the other party was insulted by me with money, I was still alone. The phone call came out.
It was too easy to sleep with him.
Cao Ning returned this sentence to him today.
"Don't go back to your little hotel, just stay here." After dinner, Cao Ning took a room directly at the hotel.
The tone was quite disrespectful, but Zhang Qingyun didn't seem to be able to hear it. He said what he said.
"Okay."
The young man smiled and asked him if he wanted to go out and buy a set.
"The hotel has them." Cao Ning said.
"Then ask the waiter to bring a few more, probably not enough." The young man said softly, his eyes soft.
Seeing this scene in the elevator, Cao Ning cried out to hell, and couldn't help but stare at his jade-like profile.
"Your coquettishness comes from your bones." He commented.
"Yeah." Zhang Qingyun nodded, right, he said this before: "Then would you like to feel it?" Asked with a sideways face, then raised his chin and brought his face closer.
like this?
Show you, give you experience, give you the feeling of trembling.
So you still can't take me seriously?
"..." Cao Ning put her arm around his neck.This movement is very natural, as if it has been done many times, and it is not forced at all.
He knew he was happy and looking forward to it when he did it, but so what?
When Zhang Qingyun kissed Cao Ning, her fingertips were trembling and her heart ached.
"I like you." This may be the last time I said to him.
The person in his arms didn't respond, he indulged in the gentle kiss without opening his eyes.Or he hears it and just doesn't want to respond.