The smile of the reborn king

Chapter 44

In the short play "Love at that Time", Terrence plays the role of an Italian mixed-race foreign student. There are not only the sad reminiscence scenes of a person when he revisits his hometown, but also the weakness and struggle scenes when facing same-sex love in the memories.However, the whole short play is not his memory, but the unfruitful love of two young men based on his memory.

Lu Yu plays the Chinese young man who falls in love with a beautiful Italian boy in the play. It is completely the yearning understanding of some foreign friends for Chinese men: gentle, affectionate, stable, and reliable. It must show the gentleness of a typical oriental man. Temperament, but also to portray a deeper layer of introverted strength within gentleness and affection.

That's why director Adolf saw Lu Yu's well-behaved manners, like a modest gentleman, calm and unhurried, so he appreciated it more, and even said "no audition, you can act directly".

Lu Yu did not let him down, the crying scene came in an instant, the pain was so silent that it made people feel distressed, but there was only affection, not the slightest weakness.

The second scene is the scene where the Chinese teenager went out to find his beloved Italian boy, but there was no result. He came back exhausted, lying on the sofa, half dreaming and half awake, half dreaming about the intimacy and sweetness of the past, half awake only to find out It's an empty game.

Dreams are also to be acted out, and of course there are scenes of kisses, hugs and entanglements.

Xu Yang was a little worried. She knew Zheng Yi's thoughts on Lu Yu. After all, it was Zheng Yi who first searched for Lu Yu and asked her for help. She met Lu Yu for the first time at Yeweifei Bar and called Zheng Yi. Let go - this is what she regrets most in her heart now.

Later, she didn't know why Zheng Yi hadn't moved for nearly a month, and thought that his thoughts came and went quickly, but now, judging by his attitude, it was clear that he was still entangled with Lu Yu. Can he play the scene of kissing me with another boy in front of him?

So, she immediately stopped it.

However, Lu Yu calmly persisted - being entangled by Zheng Yi, what's the use of just dodging?Since you can't refuse, you have to face it directly to find a solution.The worst ending would be to leave X City and fly far away. I only stayed here for three years in my previous life. What is there to be afraid of?The only bronze wine bottle that I am worried about now can't be found for a while, but I can also ask reliable people to help...

They each thought a lot, but in fact, it was only in the blink of an eye, and each of them spoke lightly.

But Zheng Yi immediately heard that it was tricky!

"slow!"

Zheng Yi's complexion changed slightly, staring at Lu Yu who was not pretending to him, the sharp sharpness in his eyes was gradually stained with anger, but he did not intend to continue the irritability he had on the phone last night. That's all, now that he's calmed down, how could he still say it out of shame?

The staff were stopped by him, they all stopped and looked at him in astonishment.

Zheng Yi glanced at the calm and calm little black brother in a blink of an eye, suppressed the violent murderous intent in his heart, and still did not lose his temper, but turned his head slowly, and asked Xu Yang in a deep voice: "What is Miss Xu Yang worrying about? What is there to do next?" What about the kissing scene, or the sex scene? I remember I said when you signed him, don’t accept any intimate scenes for him. It seems that Miss Xu Yang doesn’t think of me, Zheng Yi!”

He sat still, but his aura was heavy and oppressive, which made all the staff present tremble in fear. They looked at him first, then at Lu Yu, and couldn't help but suddenly realized.

Xu Yang's eyes sharpened, he stood up suddenly, and sneered without giving in: "Zheng Yi! I didn't say anything before, but now Xiaoyu is my younger brother. Although I, Xu Yang, am not a big shot, my own Relatives still don't allow others to treat you as a taboo..."

Lu Yu suddenly smiled softly, threw away the tear tissue in his hand, and flicked his hands. The two small movements casually dispelled the dignified atmosphere of the scene, and said, "Sister Xu Yang, don't get angry." Turning to look at Zheng Yi, "Er Shao Zheng, if I remember correctly, this is only the third time we have met, right?"

"Yes, what do you want to say?"

Zheng Yi ignored Xu Yang, took a deep breath, continued to suppress his irritability and anger, turned to stare at him, a playful smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth, and slowly took out a cigarette, Just as he was about to light a cigarette, he raised his eyes and noticed Lu Yu's thick eyebrows frowned suddenly. He hesitated subconsciously, but finally watched Lu Yu curl his lips, and put the cigarette back into the cigarette case resentfully.

Just as Lu Yu was about to speak, he was slightly taken aback by this small detail. If he read it correctly, it was a fleeting tenderness.

The most touching thing about a man is his inadvertent gentleness.

Previously, Lu Yu had been facing Zheng Yi's stubborn and arrogant appearance, whether he was sullen and irritable, or playful and disdainful, or reckless and repeated, all of which made him tired and disgusted, so he could turn a blind eye to them and stay away without hesitation.

But now after so many days, when he suddenly saw Zheng Yi again, what he was facing was that Zheng Yi was so domineering towards others but subconsciously submissive to him, it was clearly his familiar tenderness!

Some things have happened and are already there.

Even if you deliberately seal the emotional pain in your heart to die away, but a thick heart as cold as iron can block the intrusion of the outside world, and you can dismiss the irritability of your old lover, but how can you wear away the pain deep in your heart? That trace of pain but still warm and soft?How can I be immune to the subtle tenderness that seems familiar?

People are not sages, and feelings are not selling pork. It doesn't mean that you can really give up completely if you say goodbye.

He, Lu Yu, has self-knowledge, so in his life plan after the rebirth of his soul, he doesn't mention love at all. He doesn't want to live this life in vain. He wants to live a relaxed life. He hides love in a corner and doesn't go away. Touching, turning a blind eye, just freely waiting for time to pass, waiting for the soft flesh in the bottom of his heart to grow back, waiting for all traces to fade away, and then he will look for the next love solemnly and cautiously.

However, the momentary tenderness is so clear now, it can be completely ignored by those who have never experienced it, but under his personal touch, he has to ask a fuss: Why?

—— Zheng Yi is not a reborn soul like me, this is for sure, otherwise he would never be in such a temperamental state.So what's going on with him? Could it be that he was so tender when he played with little boys in his previous life?impossible!

Lu Yu's thoughts turned, the trance in his heart was fleeting, and he returned to the sea of ​​​​dead without waiting for others to notice, but the doubts that floated up in the bloody alley last time in his heart finally found no reason to explain this time, so they took root in his heart .

He intuitively felt that this was the root cause of Zheng Yi's repeated entanglements with him, and everything else was just appearances!

His eyes flashed, he smiled calmly, and continued politely and unfamiliarly: "The first time, I had a little dispute with Zheng Ershao; the second time, thanks to Zheng Ershao, you Love, I put away my package and got on the bus, but I didn't expect to be punched out of the car by Zheng Ershao halfway, if that's the case, it's over before it even started."

He sighed slightly, as if recalling the scene of "rejection" in the car: "That's why Er Shao Zheng called last night, and I made it clear that I don't want to be promoted. There is nothing I have to say to others. Say it now. If I want to be ashamed, I, Lu Yu, will be ashamed, and if Zheng Ershao doesn't lose half of his face, I still ask Zheng Ershao to show you your hand and let me go."

He has a gentle demeanor, calm and indifferent, seeing that Adolf and Terrence's eyes are shining, and they are each admiring in their hearts.

Only Xu Yang and Xiao Hei frowned almost at the same time. They both felt the subtlety in Lu Yu's words inexplicably, as if there was a vague exhaustion, just like a person who is exhausted and talking with him Opponents who have fought life and death say "goodbye, never see".

Human emotions are so subtle, like a brilliance that cannot be concealed, even if they are not expressed, they will leak a strange temperature.People's eyes are so pure, so simple that they reflect all psychology, you can understand the meaning reflected in it with a little attention and a little heart.

Zheng Yi narrowed his eyes when he heard this, he seemed irritable, but his thoughts were not insignificant, he seemed to be vaguely aware of it, but he couldn't understand it, so he said with a grumpy smile: "No way, then After I dropped you out of the car for the first time, I wandered around, but I still didn’t find someone better than you, so I could only come back to find you to make do with, you have no partner, I am not married, you are interested in men, I am interested in you Interest, isn’t this a happy thing?”

He knew that speaking like this would definitely have the opposite effect and even irritate Lu Yu, but what else could he say?If it is more intimate, what if it is sent back to the old man?What's more, he will never allow his own fate to be known, so he can only create a false impression for others: it's just for fun!

After hearing this, Lu Yu was neither angry nor impetuous. He only slowly suppressed his smile, and said lightly, "So that's it. In the eyes of Zheng Ershao, I, Lu Yu, are just a little thing to pass the time..."

There were quite a few people in Yaju's living room, all of them looked at the standard drama of "power bullying the beautiful boy" in front of them strangely, and there was no sound. Some people even thought: Will the beautiful boy fight to the death next?Where is the hero who saved the handsome boy?

As if someone had read their minds, suddenly a voice sounded: "Don't think of him again in the future."

His voice was deep and deep, and he spoke calmly and neatly.

Zheng Yi suddenly turned his head, and the murderous intent that he had suppressed just now because of seeing him and Lu Yu's "eyes expressing love" suddenly rose, his eyes were fiercely staring at Xiao Hei, his right hand was already touching the pistol at his waist, and he yelled aggressively: " What are you!"

Brother Xiao Hei had been silently looking at Lu Yu just now, and suddenly looked directly at Zheng Yi, his dark eyes were like giant pythons guarding the cave, gloomy and bloodthirsty without any dodging, he stood up slowly, with a concise tone Lili: "Lu Yu is with me now, we have lived together."

A simple sentence, full of affirmative tone, to other people's ears is not too much twists and turns, and even feels like it should be, but to Zheng Yi, who has doubts for a long time, it sounds like a thunderclap, like a thunderbolt. Shaking the Dragon Palace, the fight turned upside down, causing an uproar!

There was an inexplicable colic in his heart for a moment, the pain made him almost out of breath, coupled with Lu Yu's indifference to him, it made him feel like he had experienced the feeling of being betrayed by his lover once in his life, and the strong feelings that settled down in his heart suddenly became violent Burning, burning blood red under his eyes.

His face was livid, he stood up suddenly and raised his hand, aimed at the little black brother and was about to pull the trigger: "You are looking for death!"

Lu Yu had a bad premonition when he heard the little black brother talking about protecting each other, and immediately wanted to intervene to explain, but seeing the sudden accident, he hurriedly shouted: "Stop!" He instinctively twisted a golden needle and did it. Like thousands of times, it flew away with a light and swift flick.

Little Hei Ge also dodged quickly with a sullen face, his strong right arm flicked like a steel slingshot, a blade was drawn out of his hand like an electric light, and the jet-black pistol in Zheng Yi's hand fell with a "clang", the blade snapped It bounced back and was firmly caught by his two fingers. The whole process was smooth and unimaginably fast.

Almost at the same time as the gun fell, Zheng Yi's wrist went numb, and he couldn't help letting go, only to see a golden needle stabbed out of thin air on his wrist!

The scene changed suddenly, the rabbit was up and down, but stopped in a blink of an eye, everyone was dumbfounded, and before they could recover, they heard a "clang" behind them, it was the gun in the hand of the bodyguard Ah Hai, who was shot by Xiao Hei Brother moved his left hand lightly, and easily knocked it down with the special whirling blade.

Zheng Yi lost completely all of a sudden, and his intuition is that his lover and lover are colluding to be arrogant in front of him, which is tolerable or unbearable!The turbulent feelings and anger in the bottom of my heart are rolling together, and when my temper is twisted, I will fight desperately with others!He pulled out the golden needle on his wrist with one hand, and his 1.8-meter-strong body was like a strong bull with red eyes. He looked down at the little black brother tall and straight, and shouted furiously: "I won't kill you!"

Brother Xiao Hei remained silent, standing still like an iron pillar, his face was as calm as before, his eyes were bright and dark, his aura collided with Zheng Yi directly, it was ghastly and terrifying.

One was furious like a raging fire, and the other was as cold as a glacier. The collision of such a strong momentum made everyone hold their breath, and even Xu Yang was stunned.

"That's enough! Don't you think it's embarrassing to make a fuss like this for nothing?"

Lu Yu sternly shouted, his voice deep and loud, loud and shocking, breaking the aura of Zheng Yi and Xiao Hei like a blow to the head.

He only felt his temples throbbing, and his face was terribly ugly, before the two of them could make any further moves, he suddenly dodged between them.

He didn't protect anyone, turned his head to Xiao Heige first, took a deep look at him, and said without emotion: "Thank you for your kindness, I am very grateful, but unless you really plan to sleep with me, please Don't use such an excuse to help me next time. I'm very sensitive, and I'll think you're giving alms, and I, Lu Yu, want to find a man, so I won't use favors. "

Then, ignoring Xiao Hei's furrowed eyebrows and slightly changed expression, he turned his head to look at Zheng Yi who was slowly calming down.

"Zheng Ershao, human life is at stake. Moreover, he is my friend, even if I don't like him, once he dies in front of me, then I will definitely remember him firmly in my life. Death is all emotions sublimation catalyst."

He took a deep breath, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and said lightly, "It's like, if you fall in love with someone, even if you only love three points, once he dies because of you, then you will feel guilty in your heart Regret and nostalgia, so three points of love, three points of guilt, three points of regret, and three points of nostalgia, add up to twelve points of weight, it will make people feel overwhelmed, believe it or not?"

He lowered his eyes and squeezed the gold needle from Zheng Yi's hand, and said softly: "So, no matter what the reason is, whether you want to play with me or talk about feelings, please don't rashly aggravate a certain person in my heart. the weight of."

After finishing speaking, he did not look at Zheng Yi's inexplicably changing handsome face and menacing eyes, but turned around and said apologetically to Adolf and the others: "I'm sorry." He nodded politely, turned around and never looked back, No one said hello, just left calmly.