Chapter 59
Chapter 59
On the night when everything was settled, Xie Linxi had a dream.
In the dream, he and Qi Jingyuan didn't talk about the ambiguity in each other's hearts, and they always maintained their identities as princes and courtiers.Qi Jingyuan devoted all his energy to the great Qi and devoted himself to assisting the little emperor.
But what he did in exchange for these actions was the pressing of others.
His uprightness was exchanged for other people's secret calculations. When they had nowhere to go, Xie Linxi chose Qi Hanzhang as a way out, but this way was still dead.
In a wild dream, Xie Linxi dreamed that she was dead.
He dreamed that he died on a snowy night, and he looked a little miserable when he died.At that time, there were chasing soldiers led by Qi Hanzhang, and there was a long snowy road in front. Qi Jingyuan was holding his hand, and his whole body was trembling.
He saw Qi Jingyuan's red eyes, he wanted to say a lot, but in the end what he said was an intermittent fast walk.
Qi Jingyuan cried, tears fell on his face, the tears were very cold, he wanted to raise his hand to stroke Qi Jingyuan's face, telling him not to cry, but he was in too much pain and had no strength at all.
All the strength he had accumulated was used on one word, walking...
He wanted Qi Jingyuan to live, escape from the pursuers alive, and leave this cold and long night alive.
Later, Qi Jingyuan took him away, but Qi Hanzhang did not continue to chase.
Qi Jingyuan finally burned him and just kept him with him.From nothing, to finally ascending to the throne of God.Everything was completely different from the reality he experienced. He knew it was a dream, but he just couldn't wake up.
In this dream, he could only watch Qi Jingyuan become a real loner, with no desires, no desires, no sorrows, no joys.
Xie Linxi's heart seemed to be pinched tightly by someone, and it hurt so badly.
He breathed heavily, curled up, and Qi Jingyuan's vaguely yelling voice could be heard next to his ears.
He opened his eyes and saw Qi Jingyuan's face, this face overlapped with the one in the dream, making him unable to distinguish dream from reality for a while.
Looking at Xie Linxi's empty eyes, Qi Jingyuan panicked, clasped Xie Linxi's shoulder tightly with his hands, and said, "Xie Linxi, what's wrong with you, Xie Linxi?"
It was the first time he saw such an expression on Xie Linxi's face, so empty that he didn't know how to describe it.
Qi Jingyuan was a little scared, but he didn't know what he was afraid of.
Just now, he faintly heard Xie Linxi saying one word in a mournful voice, go.This word is very light, like yes and no, he didn't know if he was dazed, or if this person really said it.
Xie Linxi's eyes finally focused on Qi Jingyuan's face. After he felt this person's emotions, he immediately restrained his expression. He held Qi Jingyuan's hand with great strength, and said in a low voice: "I'm fine, I just did something It was a nightmare, and I didn't react for a while."
Qi Jingyuan was stunned for a moment, seeing that Xie Linxi had returned to his previous calm, he said: "That's good, dreams are the opposite."
Xie Linxi responded, "Yes, it's the opposite."
So in the dream, he and Qi Jingyuan are separated by yin and yang, and they can't see each other in life and death. In reality, he and Qi Jingyuan will definitely spend their lives together hand in hand.
Qi Jingyuan had a lot of things he wanted to say to Xie Linxi, but today's situation was really not suitable for saying anything, so he hid all the things he wanted to say in his heart.
He only needs Xie Linxi to be well, and nothing else matters.
Half of Xie Linxi's whole body was still trapped in that dream, immersed in that despair, while the other half had recovered, holding Qi Jingyuan's hand tightly.
When the two lay back on the bed again, neither spoke, but neither fell asleep.
After an unknown amount of time, Xie Linxi said: "Qi Jingyuan, when we grow old, I will never leave you alone."
Because of these words, Qi Jingyuan thought of his lonely previous life, instead he held Xie Linxi's hand and said, "I won't leave you either, I know you will wait for me."
From the previous life to this life, they are still together.
Xie Linxi's eye circles were a little hot, he pulled Qi Jingyuan closer, and the two were tightly pressed together.He just couldn't control himself a little bit, and some words were the deepest and heaviest commitments.
Now Qi Jingyuan still has a lot of things to deal with. For example, in Yunnan, they need to discuss that they should support the prince to take over the throne, so that it will be more beneficial for them to win over Yunnan in the future.
They can even discuss what happened in court and how to deal with some follow-up issues.
But now he doesn't want to talk about it at all, he just wants to be so self-willed and affectionate once.
In this long dark night, there are only him and Qi Jingyuan in the whole world.
The night was still long, the candlelight was shaking back and forth in the breeze, there were shadows of two people standing next to each other on the wall, and those not-so-good things suddenly seemed like a dream.
Before Xie Linxi hugged Qi Jingyuan and fell asleep again, he thought that he would talk to Qi Jingyuan about this dream when it dawned.
As Qi Jingyuan said, everything in the dream is opposite to reality.
And he also wanted to ask, did Qi Jingyuan also have the same dream, if so, then the doubts in his heart about Qi Jingyuan's actions could be answered.
He dreamed it, so he changed the future of both of them.
At dawn, when the two woke up from their sleep, Xie Linxi's mood had completely calmed down.
While dressing each other, he casually talked about that dream.
Qi Jingyuan was stiff from the beginning when he heard it, and when he finished speaking, Qi Jingyuan buried his head firmly on Xie Linxi's shoulder.
Xie Linxi felt wetness on his neck, and he was taken aback. At this moment, he completely forgot whether he was dreaming or not. He called Qi Jingyuan's name, trying to push him away to see his expression.
Qi Jingyuan didn't let him move, but choked with sobs and whispered, "May I tell you a story?"
Before Xie Linxi could answer, he started talking.
All kinds of things from the past clearly floated in front of his eyes, and at the end, Qi Jingyuan was in fear.He thought he was strong enough to face the past calmly, but at this moment he realized that he didn't want to look at it at all, he was afraid, afraid that there was nothing in front of him.
Xie Linxi didn't expect that what he dreamed about was experienced by Qi Jingyuan himself. He couldn't imagine how a delicate person like Qi Jingyuan would spend so many lonely days by himself in the future.
Everything in the dream made him suffocate. Did Qi Jingyuan, who had memories, regret it day and night?
That's why he wants to change everything in this life.
Xie Linxi hugged Qi Jingyuan, he had a lot to say in his heart, but when the words came to his lips, he said: "It's all over, we won't talk about this matter in the future."
Since ancient times, there has been a saying that walls have ears, what if someone overhears and regards Qi Jingyuan as a monster.
So it's better not to mention it.
Qi Jingyuan blinked his painful eyes and said with a smile: "Are you worried that I will be burned to death?"
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Xie Linxi said with a straight face, "You are going to be the Emperor's man now, and the Emperor is the Son of Heaven, who dares to touch you?"
Qi Jingyuan's heart was originally empty, but it was slowly filled by Xie Linxi.
The person in front of you is warm, but the person in memory is cold.
He just needs to grab the person in front of him now, and let him pass by in the past.
Xie Linxi was still there and said non-stop: "The emperor speaks well, don't say such unlucky things in the future."
"With you watching over me, I naturally wouldn't say anything," Qi Jingyuan said.
The implication is that if Xie Linxi is not by his side, then he can't control what he will say and do.
This is not a threat, he just wants Xie Linxi to be by his side in peace, people who have never experienced loss will never understand the feeling of wanting to hold on to those around them.
He needs Xie Linxi, which he has never denied, but he doesn't want Xie Linxi to feel that he is shackled and his wings are bound.In front of the person you like, everyone will be like this, always panic and always feel that what they are doing is not good enough.
Fortunately, now that the two of them have shared the secrets in their hearts, Xie Linxi will only love him more after knowing this.
Xie Linxi naturally knew what Qi Jingyuan was thinking, he was silent for a while and said softly: "Even if there is no past, Qi Jingyuan is the only one in my heart. I will always think about him, feel sorry for him, and don't want him to suffer any harm."
Qi Jingyuan closed his eyes and said, "As long as you are by my side, I'm not afraid of anything."
Xie Linxi responded softly.
The sky is clear outside the house, and the lover inside the house finally confesses his heart.
The author has something to say: write a small side story, I don't know what to write later, so I will stop here, and I will write it later when I think of it.
感谢在2020-09-2516:08:12~2020-09-2713:07:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Ocean 1;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 24 bottles of Anji; 7 bottles of Banxi; 3 bottles of Qingyou; 1 bottle of Momo;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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