Southern flower locust

Chapter 13 Remembrance

Running all the way, it was already night when we arrived at Sen Huai's apartment. Sen Huai picked up the key and opened the door. Before Nan Li had time to take a look, the door was closed again. Nan Li looked suspiciously at Sen Huai standing in front of him.

Sen Huai sighed secretly: "Ah, bad, I forgot to clean up before I left."

Seeing Sen Huai not moving, Nan Li asked, "Brother?"

"Well, you, don't be scared."

Nan Li stepped in, and the sensor light at the entrance turned on.The doorway is not chaotic, even tidy. Dozens of pairs of shoes are neatly arranged on the ground. Slippers, running shoes, leather shoes, canvas shoes, boots, etc., can be described as a wide variety, leaving only a small path in the middle for people. walk by.

Senhuai carried the suitcase and walked through the entrance with difficulty, then walked back and opened the shoe cabinet to take out a new pair of slippers, "Fortunately, I had a spare before."

Nan Li glanced at the shoe cabinet with only a pair of slippers, and walked towards the end of the hallway, and sure enough, he saw some clothes hanging on the wall.If the emergency department of the hospital contacted Sen Huai at night, it must be a relatively urgent major operation. Looking at the location of this thing, you can tell that Sen Huai has not had an easy life in the past few years.

Nan Li's face darkened. Although the Pharmacy Hall is under the name of the Sen family, there are not many hard-to-read scriptures in any family. Otherwise, Sen Huai would not let his family's medical business go and come to become a surgeon.

Entering the porch is the living room, the living room...Nan Li had a meal, bent over to tidy up all kinds of scattered books, and there was even a book on the art of speaking on the outside, most of the books near the sofa were medical professional books, and there was a half-read book on the armrest of the sofa Picking up the book, it was his new book, and it was in a foreign language.

Senhuai didn't notice what Nan Li was holding, and only concentrated on picking up the clothes he threw away. In fact, after washing the clothes, he threw them on the bed in the inner room when he had time, and threw them on the sofa when he didn't have time. He walked in a hurry that day. Clothes were caught and dragged all over the floor.The only mess in the past was those books.

"It, it's not usually like this." Senhuai explained weakly.

"kindness."

"I was able to walk that day, so..." Senhuai continued to struggle.

Nan Li was still staring at the book in his hand: "En."

Sen Huai was distressed, how would he explain to Nan Li that he could really live in this place.Before, he seemed to blame Nan Li for his disordered work and rest, but now it seems that he is more like himself for not being able to live.

"Brother, I'm not good." Nan Li's eyes were red, and his voice was magnetically low. If Sen Huai paid attention, he wouldn't just think it was just a joke.Nan Li is very abnormal now.

"I'm hungry." Sen Huai changed the subject abruptly, but his method did work, and Nan Li was relieved immediately.

Walking to the kitchen, Nan Li opened the refrigerator, and there was nothing as expected.

"What do you usually eat?" Nan Li looked at Senhuai.

"Bread?" Sen Huai turned his eyes away and pointed to the cabinet.

Nan Li opened the cupboard, only an empty bag remained.

"Ah, the landlord's house has no food left. Let's order takeaway. The landlord's house only has money."

Nan Li couldn't help laughing: "The landlord quickly took me in, so I won't have to worry about food and drink in the future."

Sen Huai has always felt that Nan Li's smile is clear and light, which can make people go away in tenderness.In the past, Nan Li didn't like to smile, she always had a straight face, but when she smiled, her brows and eyes were full of spring.Although Nan Li is much gentler now, there seems to be ice and snow hidden between his brows, his body is well-defined, and he looks cold and tight when viewed from a distance.

But never thought that every smile in front of him is like the color of white camellia in spring.

never changed.

"If you accept you, you will be mine."

Only now did Sen Huai realize how hard it is for Nan Li to stay by his side. Sooner or later, he would throw Nan Li down, and he couldn't help it!

Just a joke, without waiting for Nan Li's answer, Senhuai turned and went to the living room to get his mobile phone: "What does Xiao Li want to eat, it's a bit late, how about some noodles?"

After eating noodles, the two went back to their rooms and fell asleep. Sen Huai sat on the floor and watched the busy traffic outside the window, recalling the events of the year over and over again.

In June of that summer, Sen Huai had been waiting in Jiuchun Tower early, keeping his promise.

In June, the lotus is full of ponds, and the water in the pond is swaying, and the figure of a clean young man can be seen at a glance.

Mori leans on the wrought iron railing beside the pool to admire the lotus.He had thought it all over, and when Nan Li came back, he would show his heart. If he agreed, he would take him to live in the yard he just bought during the summer vacation. If he didn't agree, then he would stay in Jiuchunlou to accompany him.Nan Li wants to go abroad, but he still has one year in college, so Nan Li can only wait for him abroad for one year.Anyway, the open space in the yard hasn't been fully planted yet, so he happens to plan in his spare time.

"Boy! It's raining, what are you enjoying outside?" Nan He called out from inside.

"Come here!" The sky is still bright, there may be a rainbow after the rain, thinking so, Senhuai got up and walked into the building, but saw a bell at the door, Senhuai pointed to the bell and asked, "What is this?"

"The bell."

"Why haven't I seen it before, is it hanging as a wind chime?" Sen Huai poked it, "Why doesn't it ring?"

As soon as the words fell, several crisp ding dings came from the bell.

"Hiss!" Sen Huai covered his ears, thinking that the sound could be heard all over the building.

"It's going to ring." Nan He came with a wine glass.

"Responsive? Grandpa Nan, you are enlightened." Sen Huai was looking at the bell when his nose suddenly moved, "What wine?"

"Lychee green." Nan He shook the wine glass in his hand, took a sip, and narrowed his eyes to savor it.

"Is there any more, give me a sip too."

"No way. Come in, I have something to tell you."

Sen Huai was taken aback for a moment, there was a thunder outside, and the rain started to rain heavily.Sudden inexplicable flustered, Senhuai shook his head and dismissed the unreasonable thoughts, and followed Nanhe to the tea room.

Nanhe watched the pattering rain hitting the lotus leaves outside the window, and remembered that he lost himself in such a heart-breaking rain all his life.Putting the wine glass in his hand on the table, Nan He finally spoke.

"Didn't you always want to know why Xiao Li's memory is so good?"

"You know Xiao Li's mother, right? I remember that your mother had a good relationship with her before. You should understand the reason why Xiao Li's parents can get married."

Sen Huai nodded, Nan Li's father did not inherit the ancestral business, and went to do business.But running a big business is not an easy task. Business marriage sounds outrageous, but it is indeed the fastest and easiest way.

"Although my son doesn't want to see me, there is no lack of etiquette that should be missed. He also comes to see me during the holidays. At the beginning, the two of them did have friendship, but after a long time, they quarreled and scolded. That's all for a nice and harmonious couple."

"But Xiao Li's mother was really moved."

"When Xiao Li was 12 years old in Chongyang, they quarreled again. She dragged Xiao Li and said she wanted to go back. At the beginning, when she appeared strange, no one noticed, and neither did I. It was just a woman losing her temper. Until three days later, Nan Sang When I hurriedly came to Jiuchun Tower to look for Xiaoli, I realized that something happened."

"She locked Xiao Li in a very small space. There was only one person standing inside, and there was nothing but a vent at the bottom. After closing the door, you couldn't see anything. When you stretched out your hand, there was a cold wall, and Xiao Li was inside. He stayed there for three full days without eating or drinking, and the woman never visited him once, and she was almost out of breath when she came out."

Nan Li picked up the wine glass on the table and held it firmly, "It's a mental illness, because I want to scare him with my son. After I took Xiao Li to Jiuchun Tower, I found that it was easy for Xiao Li to remember everything at a glance. Before Although Xiao Li is smart, he won't have a photographic memory."

What Sen Huai still doesn't understand is that people's brain is damaged under extreme circumstances, and the potential that is stimulated, Nan Li's so-called photographic memory, is actually forced out.

"Jing, mental illness, when did it start?"

"According to the diagnosis, it has been four years."

"Between." Sen Huai gritted his back teeth and said with restraint.

"En." Nan He sighed. Before that, he had been obsessed with his past and lived in panic all day long, but he didn't notice any changes in Nan Li. The Qingqing boy was under the mother's complaints and beatings day by day, and never talked about love. From laughing to taciturn, to the end when the boy isolated himself under the protection of ice and snow, no one asked a question or comforted him.

Nan Li didn't degenerate into a rebellious boy, on the contrary, he could still think that it was a gentle flower of Gaoling when they met for the first time. This must be how much he swallowed alone.

Sen Huai didn't want to wait for Nan Li to come back at all, he just wanted to rush to Nan Li and hug him tightly.

"So, Sen Huai," Nan He said, "I know Xiao Li puts you in his heart, and you treat Xiao Li sincerely. There is only one person in his heart. I have to ask you, don't get out of his heart."

"His mother has hereditary lung cancer. Although Xiao Li hasn't shown any symptoms yet, I'm afraid he will take care of himself if something really happens. You are about the same age as him. If he doesn't tell me some things, it doesn't mean he won't talk to you. speak."

Sen Huai didn't know how he got back into the room, he kept ignoring it, and if he didn't refuse, it didn't mean he liked it.It's true that Nan Li likes him, but what kind of love does he have? If he breaks this layer of window paper, Nan Li's own self will be displaced.He is not afraid of being rejected, he is afraid that Nan Li will lose someone in his heart.For Nan Li, the one who can be completely trusted must be the most precious existence. If he told him that he had dirty thoughts about him, what would Nan Li think.

He dare not, what to do.

No sleep for one night.

The next day, the Sen family called. Sen Huai agreed in a daze, and tidied up in a daze. By the time he realized it, he was already at the door of the Jiuchun Building.

Nan Li stood opposite him with his bag on his back.

"Xiao Li," Sen Huai called him, "You've finished the exam. It's a pity, I'm leaving now."

"be careful."

Sen Huai felt like a puppet controlled by the □□□, every word and action was controlled, he really didn't want to leave, he wanted to stay and stay with Nan Li, but obviously he couldn't act as he wanted.

If he followed his heart, there should be more people in his arms now.

Sen Huai smiled wryly.

After that, Sen Huai never saw Nan Li again.He knew from Nanhe's letter that Nansang was very annoyed at Nanli's decision to go abroad, but within a few days, Nansang calmed down because he brought back another son.

At the beginning of July, Nan Li's admission notice came out and he decided to leave in mid-July.

When Sen Huai arrived at the airport, Nan Li was preparing to enter the boarding gate.

"Little Li!"

Nan Li turned back: "Brother."

"I've been busy with family matters these days, so I haven't been to Jiuchun Tower." Senhuai didn't know why he had to explain, maybe it was just to make his mind feel at ease.

"kindness."

"Do you have a cell phone?"

Nan Li took out the mobile phone in his pocket and handed it to Sen Huai. Sen Huai quickly entered the contact information and added WeChat, "Call me if you need anything, remember?"

"remember."

Nan Li took the phone and put it back in his pocket, nodded his goodbyes and walked inside.

"Nan Li! You said it, don't hide it from me!"

Nan Li paused for a moment before embarking on the journey.This farewell is nearly four years.

The author has something to say: Nan Li was a firm person in my mind at first

What kind of a firm person is he?

Even standing in the center of the storm, a person who can stick to his heart, maintain himself, and know how to go

i have been learning from him

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