Sick beauty, his heart is divided

Chapter 58

"All I want has always been you, Baili Changheng."

not good?why not?

Don't want to go back to Shenzhou, or don't like your own arrangement?

In the first half of his life, very few people dared to say no to Baili Changheng in major matters. Those who said, most of them went to the grave, and the rest could never speak again, but the other party was a long follower, and Baili Changheng was somewhat At a loss.

It is impossible for him to move the long follower, and he is unwilling to force the long follower to do things he doesn't like.

Baili Changheng blinked extremely slowly, opened his eyes and wanted to ask something, but there were so many words rolling in his head, he couldn't pick out any one to ask.

Baili Changheng lowered his eyelids, and the messy hair on his temples fell down to cover up his loss and sadness. He curled up the fingers that were long with his arms, and slowly retracted them.

"My lord, I don't need a big mansion, nor do I need a house full of servants. Do you never know what I want, or do you know what I want..." Chang Sui stared straight at Baili Chang Heng, "But you don't want to give it?"

Don't want to give it?

Baili Changheng thought for a while, but he couldn't think of anything he couldn't follow.

He opened his mouth and asked very slightly, "What do you want?"

"I want your lord." Chang Sui raised his head slightly, his eyes reflected Baili Changheng who was in a state of distress with dust on his face and bandages around his neck, and said word by word, "What I want has never been Only you, Baili Changheng."

Want... want me?

Baili Changheng shook his head.These words are so familiar, four years ago, he also told Chang Sui, saying that as long as Chang Sui is concerned, it is a pity that the road stumbled later, and all his love was buried at the bottom of his deep lake.

Four years later, he heard the words again, the difference was that this time, it was the long-term speaker who said it.

Baili Changheng often said that others were cowards, but in fact, he himself was also a coward.

He is not afraid of death or pain, but he is very afraid of the boy he has raised for more than eight years.

In the past, he was afraid that Chang Sui would not like him, that Chang Sui would only treat him as a brother; later, when he learned that Chang Sui liked him, he was afraid that his broken body would delay Chang Sui, and that Chang Sui would not be able to survive after he left because he liked him too much. ;Now, he is afraid that Chang Sui liked him because of the master-servant contract before, and he is afraid that the wilderness will wear out the friendship between the two in a year and a half, and he is also afraid that nothing will be wiped out in a year and a half.

He is an extremely tangled person.

In my head, I was afraid of this and that, and I wanted this and that, but in the end, I didn’t get anything, let alone talk about it, and lost what I had.

Baili Changheng closed his eyes.

I remembered that Chang Sui met me at the age of ten, a sensible and sensible age, and for the next eight years, I was accompanied by him every step of the way.

Baili Changheng taught him literacy, reading, and martial arts, and watched him grow from a young and unreasonable child to a stern and powerful young man.

He is very relieved and has high hopes for the long follower, hoping that he can live the life he wants, but he absolutely shouldn't, and fell in love with the long follower four years ago.

Falling in love with Chang Sui is actually not a very sudden thing. Even after living a new life, Baili Changheng was still in a difficult mood when he first arrived in the Wilderness. Those days were really difficult, but luckily he was not alone.

It is not so much that Baili Changheng is teaching the long follower, it is better to say that the long follower accompanied him in the long barren years.

Baili Changheng didn't know exactly when he fell in love with Chang Sui.

Maybe it was when I was writing on the sand with a wooden stick in his hand, and smelled the astringent smell of the sackcloth on the long suit; or maybe it was when the long follower fell asleep on his lap under the tree and let out a slight breathing sound. time; anyway, when he found out, his love had already been deeply rooted.

At that time, Baili Changheng's cold poison was not so serious, he didn't know that he would not live long, and found that he liked Chang, then he began to test Chang Sui's attitude towards him, luckily, Chang Sui also liked him.

There's nothing more satisfying than someone you like who happens to like you too.

At that time, Baili Changheng could be said to be proud of himself, feeling that the world was in his hands.

Baili Changheng may have done too many wrong things in his previous life, and everything went wrong in this life. He was only together not long ago. He broke his leg, was judged not to live long, and Chang Sui privately used forbidden techniques to save him. In Baili Changheng's head, he knew at that time that this could not go on like this.

The long follower cannot be dragged down by him.

They were very peaceful when they were together, they didn't announce anything to the world or say anything formally, so when they separated, they were even more peaceful. The long follower didn't make a fuss or cry, just sat silently by his bedside for three days and two nights .

During this time he did nothing, did not say a word.

Baili Changheng looked at the narrow window on the wall beside his bed, and was equally deadlocked with him.

The two had been in a stalemate, and neither of them was able to give in first. It was Baili Changheng who vomited blood again to break the deadlock.

Afterwards, the two of them regarded that happy time as a taboo, and no one mentioned it anymore, maintaining the superficial peace and pulling between ambiguities.

But no one will pierce that layer of window paper anymore.

One cannot, and the other dare not.

In his previous life, Chang Sui died to save Baili Changheng. In this life, Baili Changheng hopes that Chang Sui can live a long and long life, better than anyone else in this world.

So he planned to become the lord of the wild, and planned to leave the wild and enter China.

Revenge is just a cover, what he really wants is to leave a foothold for Chang Sui in Shenzhou, to give him a solid backing, so that he can do everything without fear.

So even if there is no such thing as entering the wilderness and forming an alliance with Nieye, Baili Changheng will find other ways to lay down his own world in Qitian, but it will be more troublesome.

But now Chang Sui said he didn't want it, he didn't want a big mansion or a powerful position, he said he only wanted Baili Changheng.

For a moment, Baili Changheng didn't know what mood he should use to deal with this matter.

He seemed to be divided into two halves, one half was happy to fly to the sky, and the other half sank to the ground in worry.

He was happy that the long follower liked him so much, but worried that the long follower would be very painful after he left.

Baili Changheng didn't speak for too long, Chang Sui was a little uncertain about Baili Changheng's mind.

From that sentence of "missing you" to today's reckless return from Shenzhou to the wilderness to save him, he thought that Baili Changheng still liked him, so he dared to bring up this matter again four years later.

But Baili Changheng's reaction frightened him, he was afraid that Baili Changheng would push him away again and say something hurtful, so he spoke first, "It's alright lord, it doesn't matter if you don't like me. "

"I don't need anything else, just let me follow you, I can continue to be your bodyguard, protect you, take care of you, and never cross the threshold." Chang Sui said anxiously, "I won't hinder you, I just , I just want to be with you."

Baili Changheng's vision blurred.

The long follower he knows has always been a cold and arrogant young man, even if his body is broken, he has never bowed his head in front of others, but what about the long follower in front of him?

Cautiously, humbly speaking the words of begging himself, and the one who forced him to come here is himself who always thought he was good to him.

When did the most hurtful person become yourself?

Baili Changheng didn't know what it was like.

Only now did he discover that all the things he did to push away the long follower did not achieve the desired effect, on the contrary, this made the long follower not like himself, he was like other subordinates under Baili Changheng Same, walking on eggshells when facing him, and even started talking by looking at his face.

This was never what Baili Changheng wanted.

But he unknowingly changed the long follower into this.

It is said that only when you love too deeply can you become humble and try your best, even if you don't get a response for a lifetime, you should stay with the person you love.

Rather than making both of them miserable, it is better to spend the rest of your life being good to Chang Sui, at least Chang Sui can be happy for a while.

Baili Changheng didn't think about anything else, he just wanted to hold this young man who had been hurt by him into his arms, and say hello to him, everything is up to you.

Baili Changheng thought so, so he did it.He took the long suit into his arms, and his throat rolled, but it seemed that a large stone was pressed inside, making him unable to utter half a sound.

A year passed, Chang Sui grew a little taller again, his forehead just touched Baili Changheng's soft lips.

Baili Changheng used too much force, and Chang Sui was defenseless, his plump forehead suddenly felt a little cool.

Chang Sui was stunned.

Based on his 19 years of experience, he really couldn't understand it.

"Lord……"

Baili Changheng didn't want to listen to Chang Sui's grievances, so he pressed the long follower on his shoulder and said in a hoarse voice, "Stop talking."

"do not talk."

Although Chang Sui couldn't understand, he could feel that Baili Changheng's mood was fluctuating greatly. He hugged Baili Changheng back and stopped talking.

After a long time, Baili Changheng said softly, "Chang Sui, go back to Shenzhou."

"Together with you, I will build a common home."

This story has been waiting for four years.

Today finally arrived.

Chang Sui Shu did not read well, lacked words and sentences, and had little knowledge. He could not describe his current mood with what he had seen.If I have to say it, it should be like the first time I saw Baili Changheng. At that time, Baili Changheng was already dying, but when he saw him, he took out his only food from his arms.

Shocking, puzzled, puzzled and heartbroken.

He didn't know why Baili Changheng changed his attitude after he said that, and he didn't know why Baili Changheng was so nice to him suddenly.

But he was... very happy.

Well, very happy.

He was about to say something when another vibration came from above his head.

The entire cave was covered in ashes again.

Baili Changheng let go of his long follower, "Go back to Shenzhou first."

The three old people are old, their eyes and ears are not very good, and they are all surrounded by the children a little far away from the two. They didn't hear the conversation between the two just now.

Baili Changheng let go of his head, then walked over and told them about returning to Shenzhou.

The old people were not very willing to drag Baili Changheng down, so the long follower walked in without saying a word, and directly carried the old man on his back.

Baili Changheng saw Chang Sui's movements in his spiritual sense, and imitated him to carry the old man on his back.

The two looked at each other, took a deep breath and rushed out of the cave.

The speed of both of them is very fast, accurately avoiding all the falling meteorites.

But this desert has been scalded by the fire of the sky, no matter how fast the two of them are, they will inevitably be burned by the scalding ground.

Baili Changheng and Chang Sui both spontaneously ignored this matter.

The two arrived at the wild coastline almost at the same time, and Hongqiao was already waiting there.

At first, I thought it was just to pick up the long follower, but there were not many people coming up from Hongqiao, only Cong San and a few good sailors came.

The wild situation was like this, and Cong San thought he couldn't rescue the long follower from such a place, so he ordered to wait on the boat.

The destination of the meteorite seems to be a wild place. The Hongqiao that stopped at the Past Life Sea was not affected in the slightest. Only a meteorite fell on the side of the lowered stairs. Half of the stairs were burned, and now only one person can go up and down.

When Chang Sui saw the stairs, Baili Changheng naturally saw it in his consciousness. Both of them wanted the other to go up first, but Baili Changheng obviously understood Chang Sui better. If he didn't go up first, Chang Sui would definitely be there. wait below.

Baili Changheng gritted his teeth, and the spiritual core in his body twirled frantically to squeeze out the little remaining spiritual power inside. He stepped onto the Hongqiao one step ahead of time, put him down, and turned around just in time to pull a long suit.

Cong San, who was dressed in black, was already waiting in the corridor, and he supported Baili Changheng, "My lord, shall we go now?"

Before Baili Changheng had time to say anything, Chang Sui said, "No."

Chang Sui glanced at Baili Changheng, and found that Baili Changheng's forehead was covered with cold sweat. He paused, "I can do the rest by myself."

After finishing speaking, he rushed out without waiting for Baili Changheng to react.

Baili Changheng rushed out in a hurry, but he couldn't even grab the hem of Chang Sui's clothes.

Walking out of the promenade, lying on the plywood with eyes wide open in vain.

The long follower has disappeared within the range of his consciousness.

Baili Changheng gritted his teeth, and was about to expand his consciousness, but he still couldn't do it after a pause.

If you let go of your spiritual consciousness again to cover the entire wilderness.

Then it will be difficult for him to stay with him for a long time.

The spiritual power in the spiritual core had been exhausted, and Baili Changheng could no longer stand on his legs. He lay on the fence, listening to the sound of the wind quietly.

The sound of meteorites crashing into the desert is loud, but that's okay.

As long as Chang Sui gets close, he will definitely be able to hear it.

He didn't feel that the road was so long when he ran with the long follower, but this time the long follower went alone, he felt that the road was too long.

Cong San didn't dare to persuade Baili Changheng to go in, so he could only go in and open Hongqiao by himself, as long as Chang Sui came in, Hongqiao would return to Shenzhou.

Baili Changheng felt that after waiting for a long time, Fengzhong finally brought the news of Chang Sui.

Soon, Chang Sui entered the range of Baili Chang Heng's spiritual consciousness.

Chang Sui had already gone up the stairs, and seeing that he was about to come in, Baili Changheng suddenly changed his expression.

Before he could shout, Baili Changheng's mind went blank, the silver screen lit up on his body, and he subconsciously flew towards him.

A meteorite rubbed against Baili Changheng and fell down, and Chang Sui, who was thrown down, suddenly got up, with an ugly face, he went to help Baili Changheng, "Changheng!"

"Baili Changheng!"

The author says:

I was so entangled in writing this chapter. Fortunately, I managed to finish it before the update time. Good night - I'm sleepy, and the cuties should go to bed early too -

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!