Serious Tang Monk and his Serious Goblin

Chapter 37

Xu Zhengyang sent flowers during the period of mourning, and saw Yu Sui from a distance in the Science and Technology Museum. This person hides his emotions too deeply, and even looks less sad than others. I came to express my condolences. As for the stinky monkey, he slapped his face faster than anyone else, and he flew away before he knew the news.

The three of them left after sending flowers and bowing. Xu Zhengyang didn't bother Yu Sui. Maybe Yu Sui didn't see him before. A tall and straight person also shows a person's state, Yu Sui is thin and white, looking too haggard.

Jiajia felt as if she had seen Brother Yu Sui from four years ago.

The back door was quiet, at that time Xu Zhengyang pulled him into his arms and held him gently, he was not good at words and couldn't say anything to comfort him, but fortunately Yu Sui didn't reject him, and leaned against his neck with his forehead.

He didn't know that he was almost all the pillars of Yu Sui.

Xu Zhengyang didn't want to recall that day, it hurt so much, the feeling was like being pinched and poked in the heart, and he didn't want to recall Yu Sui being bored in his pregnancy and telling him: "Xu Zhengyang, I... I'm not healthy, I've been cured for a while It's been a year, I don't know if it will be better."

People who haven't rested are exhausted all over their bodies, and even their voices sound broken.

After returning home, Yu Sui was always in a low mood. At first Xu Zhengyang ignored him, but after two days he stopped letting him go. Although it was only a few days since Yu Sui ran away from home this time, Xu Zhengyang found it in his heart. The feeling is very strong, and I cherish it.

Yu Sui was lethargic, and Xu Zhengyang worked in the kitchen by himself, bought shrimp and beef, and some other side dishes, as well as several kinds of chili sauce. Before returning to Xi'an, Rong Qi learned two things from him.

In the evening, Yu Sui came out of the bathroom in his pajamas, Xu Zhengyang leaned on the bed and looked at him, even the pajamas felt a size too big, after Yu Sui got into bed, he got close to Xu Zhengyang, clinging to him.

Xu Zhengyang walked under his arm and touched his back, put his chin on his head and asked, "Why can't you get fat, Yu Sui, where have you been eating? I'm panicked when you keep doing this."

Yu Sui began to lose weight since he had a relationship with Xu Zhengyang. He didn't eat much at first, and he lost his appetite after holding back too many emotions. Then he met Mr. Lin's death, and lost seven or eight catties in just a few days.

Yu Sui never thought he was normal, the more Xu Zhengyang felt sorry for him, the worse he thought about it, he even recalled something, it was some fragmentary thoughts many years ago, when Xu Zhengyang and Xu Zhengyang were strangers in college.

If he was hit to death by a car at the intersection that Xu Zhengyang passed by, if he jumped down from the teaching building that Xu Zhengyang passed by, or in other ways, let red blood bloom from his body, even in an ugly posture, in the eyes of Xu Zhengyang Leaving a shocking scene, he should remember it for many years.

Just as this kind of thinking became more and more intense, he even began to dream of these hypothetical scenes every night. There was him who died, and there was Xu Zhengyang, a bystander. When he planned to put it into practice one day, he learned the news that Xu Zhengyang had enlisted in the army.

Yu Sui rubbed against his neck and said nothing, Xu Zhengyang pressed his spine, and said to Yu Sui: "If you lose weight, I'll take you to get a nutrition injection."

Yu Sui said in a muffled voice no, and hugged Xu Zhengyang tightly, such a child.

In Yu Sui's life, he did not deliberately wait for Xu Zhengyang to appear, otherwise it would not be like this. After ten years, Xu Zhengyang didn't know that his name was Yu Sui.

But if there is no Xu Zhengyang, he will always be immersed in the darkness, but now that he has touched this beam of light, he is trembling but reluctant to give up. People are like this, once they have it, they will be more greedy.

Xu Zhengyang hugged him, and said slowly: "Then give me some more, I will remind you every day until you gain weight."

"Do you know what reminder is?" Xu Zhengyang kissed his eyes.

Yu Sui opened his eyes, looked up at him, and said he knew.

"What do you mean?"

"It means raising pigs."

Xu Zhengyang laughed, and Yu Sui always poked his smile in a serious manner, hugged him tightly and said, "It's good to know." He added: "Now my friends know about our relationship. Lao Yang and the others left a few days ago. Yes, they said that I will take you with me at the next meeting, would you like to?"

"willing."

After Mr. Lin's funeral was clarified, life gradually returned to normal, and Sun Qiyun and Mr. Zhou were sent away. The two lived a particularly peaceful life. Later, Xu Zhengyang took Yu Sui alone to lay flowers in front of Mr. Lin's tombstone.

From mid-March to early April, it is a very quiet time.

Two weeks later, Yu Sui received a call from Yunrui, wanting to poach him to be the chief designer.

One of the best large companies in the country, the salary and benefits are naturally not to be said, and the research institute is really not comparable. Yu Sui said that considering, it is not because of the high salary and reputation. The research institute focuses on chemical engineering, but Yunrui's biomedicine is very mature. Advanced in all aspects, he wants to change to specialize in the field of biomedicine.

Within a few days, there were rumors in the industry that Yu Sui was going to quit Yunrui, which caused quite a stir. Even Gu Rongqi, who was far away in Xi'an, heard the gossip and called Xu Zhengyang.

Yunrui called Yu Sui several times, and Xu Zhengyang knew that the first time Yu Sui hung up the phone, he told him his thoughts. At that time, Xu Zhengyang was in the study video conference, and Yu Sui came in and waited for him across the table.

The study room was remodeled according to Yu Sui's family's study room, with antique mahogany furniture and a calm atmosphere. Xu Zhengyang sorted out Yu Sui's work documents some time ago and put them aside for him, and set aside a corner for his own work.

As soon as Yu Sui came in, Xu Zhengyang couldn't concentrate. During the period, he secretly raised his eyes several times. If the number of times was too many, everyone would have guessed that there was probably someone opposite the boss, which was quite attractive.

After Xu Zhengyang hung up the video conference, he stretched out his hand and tickled his fingers to ask what's wrong. Recently, he even took work home because of company affairs. Yu Sui liked to get close to Xu Zhengyang very much, so he went around to Xu Zhengyang's side and sat on his lap. .

This posture is close, and also a head taller than Xu Zhengyang, so Yu Sui lowered his head and asked Xu Zhengyang, "Can I not work?"

Xu Zhengyang's mind was stuck, and he couldn't see Yu Sui's emotions. This person really rarely showed emotions on his face, like cutting a piece of wood, but his tone was soft, and he seemed to be very focused.

Xu Zhengyang grabbed his back and shook his head and said, "No, I will support you when you stop working? I don't have much money, so I can't afford it. You have to work, and you have to work hard to earn money to support your family."

Yu Sui likes the current state too much. He is a very selfish person, and he is nostalgic for such a life that all the time belongs to Xu Zhengyang. Suddenly, he said, "It doesn't matter if I can't." ? The salary is high."

With Xu Zhengyang, Yu Sui lived more and more children, sometimes not very smart Yazi, Xu Zhengyang didn't know that he still had such a sentence waiting for him, he just felt that it was a pity that Yu Sui resigned, just like Lin Lao said , Yu Sui is a talent and should shine brightly.

Yu Sui waited for Xu Zhengyang's reply, and moved on his leg, fearing that Xu Zhengyang's leg would go numb, and at the same time looking for a more comfortable position, Xu Zhengyang let it go, reached out and fiddled with the half of his valgus collar, and slipped his hand down Squeezing the back of Yu Sui's hand, he asked, "Why do you want to change jobs all of a sudden? Are you unhappy at the office?"

"No, but it's a lot of money to go to Yunrui."

"Did the money jar go?"

"Earn money to support your family."

"..."

Xu Zhengyang raised his hand to cover his mouth, telling him not to be so serious and angry with him, Yu Sui's eyes were very shallow, filled with coldness and coldness, just such a pair of eyes exposed, really showed too much contrast.

Like a cat, the tip of his tongue scraped the palm of his hand, Xu Zhengyang twitched between his eyebrows, and grabbed the back of Yu Sui's neck lightly, the more he looked at it, the more he burned, and he kissed him before he came back rationally.

Yu Sui kissed him back and said, tomorrow is Saturday.

The wall lamp is shaking, the living room, the bathroom, the kitchen, the bedroom... Xu Zhengyang’s house has changed quite a lot. There are ring wall lamps installed in these places, and there is also a wall lamp on the short corridor from the bed to the bathroom in the bedroom. The lights were on all night.

It was left by Xu Zhengyang for his "night blindness".

And Xu Zhengyang especially likes to solve problems with Yu Sui on the bed. At this time, what is forced out of the villain's mouth is the truth, and Yu Sui weeps like a kitten every time.

After Yu Sui stopped being lethargic, he became very clingy. The two of them often went for a walk in the garden of the community. Now Yu Sui knew everything about Xu Zhengyang, and he would say everything honestly when Xu Zhengyang asked him.

There is an artificial plantain forest in the community. It is very cool in summer, paved with several cobblestone paths, and the concealment is good. Xu Zhengyang walked two steps fast, with his hands behind his back and stretched his fingers.

The street lamp hit his back and split a bright light, warm yellow, Yu Sui could see the lines of Xu Zhengyang's palm clearly, then passed his hand over, and he took it into his palm.

Xu Zhengyang didn't ask Yu Sui to explain anything, but Yu Sui would take the initiative to tell him on such a night, as if he had found a gap, and squeezed out bit by bit. His hand was very warm.

But Yu Sui is like a blank sheet of paper, with a simple background. He asked Wen Feng if he could live like a normal person because he used to live in a place called a prison.

The control center is very chaotic and full of people, like Yu Sui who was picked up and lived in it for ten years. During those ten years, he could only see the outside world from the window.

Later, due to some reasons, the control center was banned, and the abnormal people in it were sent to the mental hospital in the town, while he and some other children like him were sent to the orphanage in another direction.

Of the seven children who came out, only Yu Sui was not sent back to the mental hospital.

Yu Sui couldn't pass the test in his heart, it was like asking Chen Yi whether Xu Zhengyang hated homosexuality, he needed a more reliable answer, so he relied on Wen Feng.

It was difficult for Xu Zhengyang to comfort Yu Sui with words, so he bought two tickets for the livehouse concert and flew from City C to Shangri-La, where the night sky was bright and the breeze smelled of green grass, it was the closest place to heaven.

Xu Zhengyang said to Yu Sui: "Boss Xu is a very stable person with conservative thinking, and he will never sing or dance to so many people like those people on stage."

He was standing in the crowd, beside Yu Sui, wearing a business-style suit and tie, with a classic black shirt from a certain brand underneath. Then such a mature and stable man unbuttoned his suit, with a flirty and yuppie look. Standing on the stage, holding the microphone, in front of thousands of people, he gave Yu Sui a waterfountain lyrics, in which he changed all female titles to male titles.

At the end, he said to everyone: "Yu Sui, ITAKETOYOU."

Xu Zhengyang did this because in all of Yu Sui's confessions, he was saying that he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself and do some extreme or out-of-the-ordinary things.

In fact, Xu Zhengyang has many ways. He can take Yu Sui to drag racing. The speed of the car reaches 150 miles. Death is also considered martyrdom.

extreme?This is also extreme.

But Xu Zhengyang didn’t. He stood on the stage romantically and tenderly and sang a song for Yu Sui in front of thousands of people. This was what Xu Zhengyang did for Yu Sui out of the ordinary. Just like a rose, some people love it warmly and delicately, but stop its sharp thorns, and some people are willing to embrace it through thorns.

The bloody breakthrough is the romance that the world does not understand. What is wrong is prejudice, not thought and freedom. Sunshine and rainbows do not conflict, physiology and gender do not conflict, skin color and race do not conflict, everything should be regarded as the sun It is normal and normal to rise in the east and set in the west.

He didn't ask the bottom line what Yu Sui went through in 2017 to be so pessimistic. He didn't want to expose his scars, he cared more about the future, and he wanted Yu Sui to have a bright future.

Xu Zhengyang has always been a positive person, he is nostalgic for this world, so he wants Yu Sui to be in this world.

Back in City C, Xu Zhengyang asked Yu Sui when April was his birthday, because the ID card said July.

Yu Sui said, "I can't remember. It was April when I left the prison. I don't remember the date. I just thought it was my birthday."

Xu Zhengyang held his hand in his pocket, and he still had the attitude that everything was easy, and he said to Yu Sui: "It's not a big problem, we can live every day."

He is as stable as an old dog, and wants to spoil people like children.

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The author has something to say:

The reason for the song "waterfountain" is actually not very meaningful. It's just that when I wrote it, I suddenly felt that if the subwoofer of Xu Boss sang this song, it would definitely be nice.