Let's talk about love, okay?

Chapter 71 Our Secret

But the man in front of him told him that he was worried that he was alone at home.

Xi Xiaodong shook his head in despair.

In fact, he had a faint feeling that since Yin Ning came to lobby last time and he agreed to help, some subtle and looming things, like water in the air, are changing silently, and one day it will turn into rain or The snow falls and changes everything they have.

like now.

Bai Pingyun never left him alone to anyone, and never sent him home because of work. In the past, he would not talk about working overtime in front of him, but today, all these things happened.

Tired?

annoyed?

How could it be possible, counting the seven years they missed each other apart, they have already spent half of their lives together.Bai Pingyun will not tire of him, nor will he not want him, this is the only thing Xi Xiaodong is confident about.

However, he worried about him.

"I don't know what to do. It seems wrong to go out or not."

"Think slowly, there will always be a suitable answer." Shen Yang relaxed the progress of the conversation in time, looked around the counter in front of him again, pointed to one of the gloves, and said, "Try this!"

"?" Xi Xiaodong's thoughts were taken away by Shen Yang, looking at the pair of milk coffee-colored leather gloves that Shen Yang handed him, he just wanted to say that he is not suitable for using leather products, but Shen Yang insisted, he had to take the pair Double gloves.

This pair is similar to the one he picked for Shen Yang. It has the same three patterns of weaving on the back of the hand, which is simple and elegant. The wrists are slightly different. But let the two pairs of gloves become two completely different feelings!

Xi Xiaodong casually tried wearing gloves and tied his hands casually to show Shen Yang, wanting to give up.However, after seeing his own hands, he suddenly found that these gloves were on his hands, which out of thin air lacked the toughness of leather goods and added a bit of elegance.

Strange, is this the feeling leather products should have?

Shen Yang nodded and praised: "Very suitable!"

"very strange!"

"You just don't dare to imagine it! You didn't think it would be like this before you put it on, did you?" Shen Yang smiled and pointedly said: "However, the fact is right in front of you, it is very suitable, you don't need to imagine, just need Decide if you want it or not."

"???"

"!!!"

"..." Xi Xiaodong suddenly understood something, he was telling him that some things don't need to be so clearly thought out, just be done, because the ending is fixed: no matter whether he goes out or not, Bai Pingyun will be worried and will support him.

Standing on tiptoe, he also touched Shen Yang's head with his gloved hand, and said, "You! No wonder my brother said you are a friend!"

He understands too well.

Know him, also understand him.

Shen Yang laughed straight, noncommittal to his words, just said: "Full palm touch screen, it's really great, I want it!" He pointed to the pair of gloves Xi Xiaodong picked out for him, and chose the same style of black and blue He paid for the brown and three colors, and asked the staff to pack two pairs of them, and he took the blue pair himself, obviously he wanted to wear this pair himself.

When Shen Yang returned to the counter where the two picked out gloves, Xi Xiaodong was still holding on to the gloves and was reluctant to let go.Shen Yang didn't speak. At this time, his role has come to an end, and the rest is up to the person involved!

He stood aside quietly, waiting for him to make his own choice.

Suddenly, Xi Xiaodong turned his head to look at Shen Yang, and raised to him the pair of milk coffee-colored gloves in his hand, which were exactly the pair Shen Yang had chosen for him.

Shen Yang smiled and no longer gave him any assistance.

Xi Xiaodong held up another pair of black flat gloves with the same pattern, smiled at Shen Yang, and asked his opinion with his eyes.Shen Yang understood that he had picked it for Bai Pingyun, and made an "OK" gesture. Seeing that Xi Xiaodong had made up his mind, Shen Yang felt relieved, and followed him to the cashier.

In fact, Xi Xiaodong's fear of people stems from overprotection.

For the flowers protected in the greenhouse, direct sunlight is harmful, not to mention that what he experienced was not sunshine, but squalls and showers.And then... He has not yet established his self-resistance against disasters, and is immediately moved into another greenhouse. How could he not be afraid of people!

Coming out of the greenhouse is the first step in building his self-confidence.

but……

Shen Yang could almost predict that even if Bai Pingyun himself proposed to carry this pot of delicate flowers out of the greenhouse, he would still put him under the shade of a tree, change the place and method, and still take good care of him as before.Bai Pingyun would never put him in the garden, let him fend for himself, and allow natural disasters to destroy him.

Shen Yang did not doubt Bai Pingyun's ability. Given his situation, finding a shade for Xi Xiaodong was really a matter of no effort.

On the way to the parking lot, Xi Xiaodong was always nervous and excited. Although he had already made a decision in his heart, he was still apprehensive. Just can't stay still.

"This is our secret!" Shen Yang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, and assured him: "I won't tell him, so don't worry!"

"No, no, how about..." Xi Xiaodong immediately evaded, after this heart-to-heart talk, he has already confirmed that Shen Yang is a friend, a friend who makes him feel very comfortable, a friend who is different from Yin Ning and the others, even if he doesn't play senior Putting on airs doesn't rely on Bai Pingyun's power, nor does it burden him, let alone bully his friends who despise him.

He timidly said: "You should tell my brother?!"

"No, do your own thing." Shen Yang refused, seeing Xi Xiaodong's lips pouted, his face full of injuries, he thought it was funny again, and still wanted to rub him!

He cheerfully cheered him up: "Don't worry, tell him what you think, huh?"

"Oh." Xi Xiaodong had no choice but to bite the bullet and agree, sat in the passenger seat, holding the paper bag for gloves in his arms, looking out of the car window absentmindedly, and didn't ask where Shen Yang planned to drive, his thoughts didn't know where to go went.

"... Xiaodong!"

"Huh?" Xi Xiaodong came back to his senses and apologized, "Sorry, I was distracted."

"It's okay," Shen Yang said indifferently: "I'm just weird, why do you say I'm versatile? Am I so ordinary? But I always think that I stand out from the crowd, stand out from the crowd, handsome, romantic, and beautiful... "

"..." Xi Xiaodong laughed secretly, and exaggerated: "Oh, you are quite narcissistic!"

"This is a compliment!" Xi Xiaodong said, "No, didn't you just say you don't get angry?"

"It's not anger," Shen Yang argued: "This... This is a way to understand yourself better, and you can speak freely."

"Oh. Because when you talk to my brother, you are in the same world with him, and when you talk to me, you are in the same channel as my thinking." Xi Xiaodong said seriously: "There are not many people like this, you are the leader. one."

"What do you mean? Do you mean I'm fickle?"

"I'm praising you for being versatile. With whomever you are with, you can quickly integrate into the other's world, think in the other's way of thinking, quickly develop empathy, and gain the other's approval." Xi Xiaodong smiled with his big eyes bent. : "You are like water, changing with the shape of the cup."

"..."

"Don't look at me like that, I used to be a teacher, so I need to prepare some knowledge about mental health of teenagers." Xi Xiaodong said, "I think you are like the Monkey King, ever-changing, you can stand with anyone Stand, that’s why I say you’re versatile.”

"Then..." Shen Yang was suddenly praised, a little happy and a little proud, he said expectantly: "What about the previous sentence?"

In my heart, I secretly thought that the inferiority of a man is really unacceptable, and I was already flattered after being praised for a few words!However, Xi Xiaodong didn't know that his wholehearted admiration was really a soft finger to conquer a man's heart, and he even praised him sincerely!

No wonder Bai Pingyun took him so seriously!

Beautiful, defenseless, kind and well-behaved, innocent and cute, and a truckload of good words to make people happy, such a person, regardless of gender, will be loved by men and women.Shen Yang thought to himself that he was the one who brought him out, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.

"The previous sentence?" Xi Xiaodong tilted his head and thought for a while, and said, "It literally means that it is trapped just like you, so people can't easily see it clearly. You are also trapped in the trap. Behind the glasses?"

"..." Shen Yang was dumbfounded, he lost all intention of joking before.

He does hide behind the glasses, and he does often feel that the existence of the glasses prevents him from seeing the world clearly.

But he never thought that the person who said this to him first was the weak Xi Xiaodong in front of him!

He even didn't expect that this incident would be exposed in such an ordinary way!

"Xiao Yang, water itself has no shape, it can only change with the container, I don't know if this is good or not, what do you think?" Xi Xiaodong thought over and over again, summoned up his courage and said: "When will you not be the Monkey King, just What about being yourself?"

"I don't know if it's right to say that, but I..." Xi Xiaodong said sincerely: "I think you are very tired, maybe... I think, maybe you should relax yourself and take a vacation for yourself? Doctors also have vacations. ,Right?"

"..." This is the truly kind person, Shen Yang's heart was suddenly filled with unreasonable warmth, he suddenly understood why Luo Xiao would say that the elementary school principal is the one who is really innocent.

He said several times that he wanted to rest, but no one believed it, and no one paid attention to it.Everyone regarded him as a superman, a machine with great energy and inexhaustible energy, but no one asked him if he was tired.

He was tired, he felt exhausted at times, and he knew he really needed to rest.

It's just that others don't think so, even Zhang Yi doesn't think so.

"Don't tell anyone, including your brother!"

"?"

"I stopped the expert account because I took a month-long vacation." Shen Yang sighed, and finally said the matter that was in his heart, and he suddenly felt much more relaxed.Exhaling deeply the suffocating breath that had been congested in his chest, Shen Yang continued: "I do feel exhausted, not just from repeated work, but also from being unable to move my hands and feet. I am just very tired, mentally exhausted, So starting from this month, I also took weekends off."

"Weekends? You have been working for ten years, and you only take weekends off this month?" Xi Xiaodong shook his head, disapproving, "Only by combining work and rest can we prolong our development."

"I don't know if it's right to say that, but..." Xi Xiaodong thought about his words, and said, "The so-called 'endless life' means 'passing the torch from generation to generation'? You concentrate your firepower to burn out the existing enthusiasm at once. How can it continue, let alone 'endless life'!"

"If you are a doctor, if you don't have passion for the medical career, wouldn't it be very dangerous? Just like teaching, if you don't love teaching and don't focus on teaching and educating people, how can you teach good students?"

"You're right, absolutely right!" Shen Yang praised: "My master also said that my hands are for saving lives, and I can't violate the duty of a doctor, so I... have been persisting."

"..." Xi Xiaodong felt a little ashamed after being praised.Knowing that he needs to vent his emotions and need a tree hole to pour out his negative emotions, he touched Shen Yang's shoulder sympathetically, motioning him to continue talking.

"Sometimes I'm so tired that I wish I could let out a gust of wind and blow away the patients! But I can't do that. I'm a doctor who saves lives. I can't neglect my duties, and I can't slack off. When the patients come, I can't even eat... But our business is like this, what is passed is a life, and one carelessness is another person's life."

"Doctors and teachers both have great responsibilities, and they are both related to other people's long-term plans." Xi Xiaodong said: "Both cannot be willful."