Just near dusk

Chapter 19

What is the purpose of human life? Regarding this ultimate philosophical proposition, there have been countless answers throughout the ages, such as family and country sentiments, ideals and beliefs, success and fame... Li Wenjia, who graduated from elementary school, naturally cannot feel the kind of illusory great wisdom. Since I was born, I have been taught to be a good person.A good person means that he must first be a good man, a good son to his father, a good husband to his wife, and a good father to his son. This is the trajectory he should have in his life.

However, the appearance of Mo Xuyou broke the thing that he wanted to practice throughout his life. If, if it is said, he Li Wenjia really chose this path, he would not have to think about having children, just his father That level, just thinking about it is enough to make people chill.But sometimes I think about myself, is he really repulsed and disgusted by Mo Xuyou? Ask yourself, of course not, but can he really accept Mo Xuyou?

Now Li Wenjia didn't dare to ask himself, even if he asked, he couldn't give himself an answer.Therefore, during the few days when Mo Xuyou was handling affairs, Li Wenjia was very studious and spent every day in the library. However, the library at that time had very few documents on this topic. Find something valuable.

On the contrary, there are some books that clearly point out that this is "abnormal", but they haven't said how abnormal it really is. Li Wenjia used to like to be arbitrary in doing things, so as not to listen to other people's nagging, but now he really wants to find someone Ask, ask what is going on, what to do next.

The street was full of people coming and going, and everyone was in a hurry. Li Wenjia found a step and sat down, looking at the people coming and going in a daze. When he was young, he used to like to sit in the ravine beside the field. Next, observe the ox pulling the plow in the field, the sheep grazing on the slope, and the duck sleeping in the water. Animals never hide their true nature, they don’t know how to flatter, they don’t know how to seek common ground while reserving differences, and they will all show their joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. Now, he has seen hundreds of people, but he doesn't know whether the laughing person is really happy, whether the crying person knows why they are sad, whether the inner soul of the gorgeous person is as it appears, and the scavenger Do people also have a great heart?

Li Wenjia felt that his brain capacity had reached its limit, and he suddenly felt sad, just like the unsolvable problem in elementary school. At that time, he stopped studying when he couldn't solve it. What about now?

When Li Wenjia had a headache these days, Mo Xuyou was not idle. He quickly dealt with these matters. The family who was killed was originally for money. Once the person has a clear request, then everything will be It was much easier to handle. Li Wenjia and his cousin's family pooled some money together. Mo Xuyou investigated his cousin's work and family situation very clearly, sorted out a stack of materials, and negotiated with the family At the beginning, they felt that the money was too little, and they thought they could ask for more.

But when Mo Xuyou revealed the situation of Li Wenjia's cousin, the family was a little shaken. Moreover, Li Wenjia's family has been practicing martial arts for generations, and some of them "run the rivers and lakes". Xu You said that they were like a group of gangsters, and they also produced some negotiation recordings mixed with harsh words. The family saw this and knew that this group of gangsters were not easy to mess with, so they just accepted it.In fact, they never thought about it. At that time, Mo Xuyou instructed them to record the lion's mouth, and he could also guide Li Wenjia's cousin to speak in a targeted manner. Being sober is not necessarily a good thing.

When the affairs here were almost handled, Mo Xuyou had to go back to the matter to do some follow-up work. Before leaving, he asked Li Wenjia out for a meal, which was regarded as a farewell.

This meal was not dull. Li Wenjia seemed to be deliberately looking for topics, and asked Mo Xuyou about his situation during this time, from his academic performance, work unit, development situation, and even three meals a day. Such trivial matters as what to eat, whether the place to live is expensive or not, are all taken care of like an elder, and nothing is missed.

Probably because Mo Xuyou's answer was more concise, but Li Wenjia was a bit behind in keeping up. Soon, the two of them fell into a kind of silent anger.Seeing this, Li Wenjia ordered a bottle of white wine.After a few glasses of wine, he quickly regained his spirits and asked the questions he had just asked one by one.

"I've answered all of these," Mo Xuyou was finally overwhelmed by his repeater-like questions, and ended the awkward chat with a single sentence. Next, he will take the initiative up.

"I'm leaving later, maybe we won't be able to meet each other during this time." Mo Xuyou said.

"Oh, no, young people's career is the most important thing." Li Wenjia, who had been drinking, spoke with a bit of pride.

"The separation is short, Brother Li, we will meet again soon." Mo Xuyou also poured himself a glass of wine, his brows slightly frowned when he drank it, but he swallowed it slowly.

Li Wenjia looked at his Adam's apple in a daze, but soon came back to his senses and felt that he was really drunk.

"At that time, I hope you can give me an answer. I'm sure of someone, and it's hard to give up. Brother Li, I think you are the same person." Mo Xuyou looked at him and said without hesitation.

Only then did Li Wenjia feel that Mo Xuyou's words seemed to be tricking him again. It was like a husband telling his little daughter-in-law before leaving: I will be back soon, don't worry, I won't go out after I go out. Damn, I'm sure you won't either.

"I don't know what kind of person I am," Li Wenjia said melancholy after drinking a few glasses of wine: "I used to know who I am, but now I'm confused again. I don't know what kind of person you are." Clear."

"If you have time, get to know it slowly." Mo Xuyou left an inscrutable smile, looked at his watch, got up and was about to leave. When he passed by Li Wenjia, he turned to Li Wenjia's ear with a voice that only two people could hear. The voice of seeing said:

"I love you."

After finishing speaking, he strode away. Li Wenjia's face was really flushed this time. He really felt like a little daughter-in-law who had been spoiled by someone. Li Wenjia suddenly felt that there was no use for them, and he lost to Mo Xuyou in two sentences. This was the time in his life that he regretted that he didn't study hard.

Later, Li Wenjia really never met Mo Xuyou, and it was true that he never had a contact. He suddenly felt that everything was like a dream, so unreal, and even that night, he wondered if it was real. , In fact, it's not that Li Wenjia didn't think about going to Mo Xuyou, but once he did, what would he do after seeing him?

Li Wenjia has been very sad these days. He was in his prime and his white hair has grown a lot. At the end of the year, he disbanded the team. He thought it was time to return to his roots. He went home and took a look. He didn’t know how the old man was doing. Now, thinking of the old man, Li Wenjia felt trembling for a while.

Probably because he was beaten up when he was young, even though the old man is now close to sixty years old, his force value is absolutely incomparable to his own, but somewhere in the dark, there is always a force that restrains Li Wenjia, making him automatically disarm when he sees the old man Surrendered, so when he returned home, he really dressed up, for fear of making the old man feel downcast and losing his old man's face.

The winter in my hometown is extremely cold. When Li Wenjia came home through the white snow, he found that the house was extremely clean and tidy. Even the table was full of a large table of vegetables. Li Wenjia was very surprised. Why did the old man suddenly grow old? I have changed my sex and become like a snail grandfather. In the past, I usually did these things by myself. Why is this year so special? Could it be that I know it is not easy for me to work hard outside?

Before he could recover, he suddenly saw a familiar figure walking into the room carrying a plate. Li Wenjia opened his mouth wide and shouted in surprise: "Xiao Mo!"

"Brother Li," Mo Xuyou looked at him and said with a smile, "Long time no see."