Chapter 70 Part 1
Chapter 70 Part 1
It was such a person that Zhao Xunyue chose to keep in the depths of his memory. Before graduating from the police academy, during his internship in Zuocheng City, Zhao Xunyue accidentally came across Lu Xukai's case, which hit him right in the heart.
When he was very young, he went back to Linchen County with his biological mother. Later, his mother's parents died and he completely lost contact with his hometown.Through Lu Xukai's case, Zhao Xunyue knew that his uncle had a wife and children in his hometown.Zhao Xunyue thought at the time that he was going to Linchen County to see whether he would meet Lu Xukai's family or not, but he must go there.
Zhao Xunyue's grades in the police academy have always been excellent. During his internship in the urban area, the police force already wanted to keep him, and his family also agreed that he would stay in the urban area. Surprisingly, Zhao Chang'an agreed.
The father and son talked for a long time that day, and it seemed that Zhao Xunyue talked to his father the most since Zhao Xunyue could remember, because Zhao Xunyue deliberately chose a day, the anniversary of his biological mother's death, to confess his feelings to Zhao Chang'an.
He explained his thoughts to Zhao Chang'an in a stubborn, calm, and somewhat uneasy tone. Zhao Chang'an was silent for a long time, and finally said: "...you go."
Three simple words, no surprise, no retention, and no explanation.Zhao Xunyue was very surprised, and even asked back: "Really?"
Zhao Chang'an didn't answer his question directly, but stared at Zhao Xunyue and said, "...You and your mother are so similar."
"Ok?"
Zhao Xunyue didn't expect this answer, he looked back at his father, and suddenly felt that Zhao Chang'an's gaze was a little strange.
The relationship between their father and son has always been strange.After Zhao Xunyue's biological mother passed away, Zhao Chang'an was immersed in work and couldn't extricate himself. The lack of family affection in childhood was an irreparable injury in a lifetime, so Zhao Xunyue did not get close to this father except for due respect.In the words of Zhao Xunyue's grandparents, his father misses his wife too much and paralyzes himself with work. Zhao Xunyue is dubious about this, because Zhao Chang'an has never talked to Zhao Xunyue about his biological mother or their love.
Zhao Xunyue often thought that, as his own son, his memory of his mother had faded. Zhao Chang'an, a grown man, married a new wife and had a new child, how much can he miss his dead wife?So when Zhao Changan said "you are too similar" in a calm voice, Zhao Xunyue was surprised, even shocked.
There was a complicated look in Zhao Changan's eyes, which Zhao Xunyue had never seen before.Zhao Chang'an said: "Whether it's appearance or personality...you and your mother are too similar."
Zhao Xunyue's memory of going to Linchen County when he was a child was too vague, and Zhao Chang'an seldom cared about him. Although his stepmother married in, including the birth of his younger sister, she brought him long-lost female care, but at that time his personality How much has been finalized.For so many years, he believed that he had grown up "barbarously" and lived as a self-contained and independent person. He never thought that Zhao Chang'an would say such words.
Zhao Chang'an walked to the window, with his back to his son, Zhao Xunyue asked curiously: "...Why, do you say that?"
Zhao Chang'an looked into the distance and remained silent for a while, as if he was about to tell a long story, a quiet preface.
"I was seconded in Linchen County for three years. When I first arrived there, a husband reported a case to the police. The husband was violent to his wife, and the daughter hit the father in the face with a brick. The husband Just call the police. The one who called the police is your grandfather, and that daughter is your mother."
Zhao Chang'an turned his back, Zhao Xunyue couldn't see his father's expression, and listened quietly.He heard the story of his parents meeting for the first time, with a little curiosity and longing.
"I was in charge of dealing with the police situation, so I met her. She is very stubborn, and she is the kind of person who can do everything for certain things. She said she fell in love with me at first sight. Given the situation I was there at the time, I didn't think it through. In the future, I will start a family and start a business, but when I return to the city three years later, I will have you."
Zhao Xunyue has grown up and is about to enter the society. He is a complete adult. Zhao Chang'an did not shy away from talking about it.To Zhao Xunyue, this story of "conceived before marriage" seems to be able to hear the eagerness and passion of love.
"Of course I have to be responsible for her and marry her back, but her family disagrees. Your grandfather and your grandmother are typical county people. The men are fierce and the women are weak. Your mother wants to bring your grandmother into the city together. The wife just doesn't want to leave her hometown. You don't know the thinking of the people in the county, especially the older generation, who are very old-fashioned. Obviously, in that home, the husband was violent and the son went astray, but your grandmother never left. In the end your mother Heartless, he left everything behind and came to Zuocheng District with me."
Zhao Chang'an suddenly stopped at this point, Zhao Xunyue knew the result, "Leave everything behind and come to Zuocheng City", what awaits this young couple is life and death.
"I thought I brought your mother out of the sea of suffering, and she also thought that we could create a new life together, but this is not the case. After your mother left Linchen County, your grandmother fell ill. The medical conditions in the county were limited at that time, and there was no cure. Well, after we found out about this incident, we took her to the urban area, but her condition worsened, and people said it was gone. Your mother originally hated grandpa and hated him for ruining grandma's life, but not long after your grandma passed away, grandpa suddenly became seriously ill, and finally It didn't come back either."
Zhao Xunyue still has some memories of these things. When he was a child, he went to Linchen County to visit his seriously ill grandfather.
"Since then, your mother has been emotionally unstable. She cries every day, blames herself, and feels guilty. She always pushes many unwarranted things on herself. Her character, when she becomes stubborn, no one can pull her back, and her health is getting worse every day. I I think she missed it too much, and finally didn't make it through, and left..."
Zhao Chang'an's voice became smaller and smaller, and there was a long silence in the room. Zhao Xunyue noticed that his father had two hands behind his back, and there were old wrinkles on his hands.
"For so many years, except when you went back with your mother when you were a child, you have never really experienced Linchen County."
Zhao Chang'an spoke again.The place where Zhao Xunyue first took root, the place where his parents loved passionately and wanted to separate, was the beginning of Zhao Xunyue's life.
After Zhao Chang'an's first wife passed away, his mother, Zhao Xunyue's grandmother, once said a word.She said that although Zhao Chang'an was transferred to Linchen County far away and had a bright future, he married a stubborn and arrogant girl in the county, gave birth to a silent and introverted son, and left his son without a mother at a young age.It seems that Zhao Chang'an exchanged the three years in Linchen County for other people's life's joys, sorrows, joys, sorrows and joys of life and death.
After his deceased wife left, Zhao Chang'an buried himself in hard work and paralyzed himself with work. He not only wanted a bright future, but also wanted to pave the way for his son to make up for Zhao Xunyue's helpless childhood.Later, Zhao Chang'an married a wife and had a daughter, and he had both children. But he was gradually promoted, and then he wanted to turn back from his career to enjoy the family happiness, and found that many things were beyond his control. Fan.
Zhao Xunyue's age was the same as the time when Zhao Chang'an left Linchen County.The older Zhao Xun was, the longer Zhao Chang'an had been away.Zhao Chang'an's impression of that small town, together with the fiery love, became less and less impressive, but Zhao Xunyue grew up day by day, becoming more and more like his mother, and his son was like some kind of entanglement. Leading Zhao Chang'an and Linchen County at the other end.
Zhao Chang'an never agreed with his mother's words. He didn't feel that going to Linchen County, experiencing Zhao Xunyue's life and his wife's death, would hurt him and hurt him severely.He had a passionate love, got a descendant who carried the love, and now his life is going well. Generally speaking, Zhao Chang'an is satisfied and full of hope for the future.When his son was just starting his career, he wanted to go back to that poor and remote place. Zhao Chang'an was not in a hurry to let Zhao Xunyue get married and start a business. Instead, he felt that his son should go back.
"Go, go to Linchen County and have a look." Zhao Chang'an turned around and said to the young Zhao Xunyue.
Do the things you like, the goals you want to accomplish immediately, and take advantage of Zhao Chang'an's ability to protect everyone in this family from wind and rain.Because life doesn't really have time to do what you want to do.
"...you go there and take a look for me and your mother."
At that time, Zhao Chang'an only wanted Zhao Xunyue to intern there, or his son could stay for a few years if he wanted.He never thought that Zhao Xunyue would recklessly take root in Linchen County in the future, just like Zhao Chang'an's life, when he was caught off guard and broke into an unforgettable love.
Maybe it's fate, people who hit it off immediately will wait in Linchen, meeting is inevitable, both father and son are like this.
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