I accepted this police [Qiangqiang]

Chapter 47 Removal 1

Before this mission, Bu Anqi sent a message to Cheng Xinyuan, saying that Zhao Xunyue had talked with his twin sons, so did the drug dealers find out that outsiders had entered the village and followed Bu Anqi, thinking that Bu Anqi was the one who responded to the police in the village.And on the night of the operation, Cheng Xinyuan wanted Brother Bu to help, and he left home in the middle of the night to find someone, so the drug dealer verified this conjecture and set fire to Bu Anqi's family first.

If Cheng Xinyuan didn't ask Bu Anqi to help, would he be able to save the whole family?If Zhao Xunyue hadn't greeted the Bu twins, would Bu Anqi have been spared the accident?If Cheng Xinyuan didn't bring Zhao Xunyue to patrol the world, wouldn't this matter never happen from the beginning to the end? ...

Cheng Xinyuan fell into endless confusion, self-blame and guilt. These thoughts kept gnawing at him, making him depressed and hopeless.But when he came to the ward and saw Zhao Xunyue who was also listless, he really couldn't say anything.Cheng Xinyuan didn't know whether it was his fault, Zhao Xunyue's fault, everyone's fault, or everyone's fault.

Regardless of who was wrong and who was right, he felt that his relationship with Zhao Xunyue might be over soon.

Cheng Xinyuan couldn't pass this hurdle.Many love affairs are silent, and Cheng Xinyuan is not sure that Zhao Xunyue likes him.Before he came to tour the world, he had some expectations. He hoped that after the tour was over, he could talk to Zhao Xunyue, talk about his relationship, and talk about the future.But meeting someone you like when you are down and down is a catastrophe, the relationship cannot continue, and it will never come again in the future.

"Go get some rest."

Cheng Xinyuan said everything he wanted to say.What he wanted to say was simple, there was no need to let Ma Quanquan go out, but what he didn't say was complicated, he hoped to leave a space for himself and Zhao Xunyue, and hoped that Zhao Xunyue could slowly understand what he didn't say.

Cheng Xinyuan focused on Zhao Xunyue's eyes, trying to pour silent words into his mind.But Zhao Xunyue couldn't stand that kind of gaze, he almost experienced life and death, his body was so painful that he was about to fall apart, Cheng Xinyuan's gaze was like a sharp knife, piercing into his heart, leaving him with countless feelings and grievances.

Seeing that Zhao Xunyue didn't express anything, Cheng Xinyuan said: "...I'm leaving."

"Hey!……"

Cheng Xinyuan stopped and stared at Zhao Xunyue again, and the man said three words: "...Yes, I'm sorry."

Zhao Xunyue's shoulders trembled slightly, he was restraining his emotions, and said "I'm sorry" without the crazy pain and feelings, and only said "I'm sorry".

He was always like this, he always called Cheng Xinyuan to stop for no reason, and every time Cheng Xinyuan thought he would hear something different from him, Zhao Xunyue couldn't tell why.

In fact, Zhao Xunyue also has a lot of inner activities.He felt that Cheng Xinyuan was depressed, and he didn't want to be so depressed, but if Cheng Xinyuan was forced to stay, show his feelings, and tell something, Zhao Xunyue didn't want to lie on the hospital bed, with this decayed appearance.When faced with feelings, stubborn people will choose to respect rather than bow their heads.

At that time, Zhao Xunyue was still young, and he didn't straighten out his feelings, always thinking that the time was very long.When he joined the Border Squadron, he signed a contract for several years. He thought he and Cheng Xinyuan still had a long, long time, but Cheng Xinyuan couldn't leave him much time.

"You... just take good care of your wounds."

When Cheng Xinyuan spoke, there was no light in his eyes, he didn't curse, he didn't get angry, and he didn't say "it doesn't matter".Zhao Xunyue felt that he didn't accept his "I'm sorry" at all.

Cheng Xinyuan left the ward without mercy, and found Ma Quanquan quietly wiping tears outside the room.

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Xinyuan hurried over to ask.

"I...I'm fine..." Ma Quanquan said with tears.

"What are you doing..."

Cheng Xinyuan gently followed his back, and Ma Quanquan said intermittently: "I... I didn't want to cry, but seeing Xun Yue like this, and, and... and thinking of Brother Bu, I, I just... I'm uncomfortable……"

Cheng Xinyuan had been enduring sadness before, but now Ma Quanquan's nose was sore.To be honest, it was really miserable for the four of them to come to Magou Township.They only caught two drug dealers, which means they didn't complete the task. Bu Anqi's family died tragically, and Zhao Xunyue suffered such serious injuries. Everyone was holding back their emotions, only Ma Quanquan dared to cry out.

"Team, Captain, I'm sorry...I'm sorry, I won't cry..."

Ma Quanquan took out a tissue and wiped his tears and nose while wiping away his tears.Cheng Xinyuan said: "...It's okay, just cry if you want to cry."

It was fine if he didn't say anything, but Ma Quanquan cried even harder after he said it.Cheng Xinyuan stayed with this "poor" little boy without stopping or comforting him, as if Ma Quanquan was shedding tears for him.

The young man cried, wiped away his tears and the next day was another day, but Cheng Xinyuan didn't dare to cry.He still has a lot of things to worry about, such as the follow-up report and punishment of this matter, the continued arrest of drug dealers, the burial of Bu Anqi's family, etc., he still has a long time to be busy and worry about.

Sometimes he thinks about himself and feels really tired.Adults are really a kind of poor social animals who don't even have the right to collapse.

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The next day, Cheng Xinyuan and the other three escorted the prisoner back to Linchen County.At noon they arrived at the Border Squadron and first took the drug dealer into custody. Cheng Xinyuan and Si Qianye met in the cafeteria, and in the afternoon they interrogated the drug dealer with Cao Chong.Cheng Xinyuan filed a case against them based on the evidence the police had found.

That night, Cheng Xinyuan finished writing the report on the matter overnight and sent it directly to Xue Mingrui.After sending the email, he glanced at the time on the computer, it was already two o'clock in the morning.He wanted to send Zhao Xunyue a message and ask about his leg injury, but he felt it was too late and gave up the idea.

Cheng Xinyuan was not on duty the next day, so he called Si Qianye to the office and told him everything that happened in the past few days, especially the relationship between Zhao Xunyue and Lu Xukai.Si Qianye listened carefully. After Cheng Xinyuan finished speaking, both of them were silent for a while.

Cheng Xinyuan attributed all the blame to himself, but Si Qianye said: "Don't blame yourself too much. This matter was the drug dealer's fault from the beginning to the end. You have a strong sense of responsibility and take everything on yourself."

When he was rational, Cheng Xinyuan would think the same way, but the dead people were too familiar to him and had a good relationship with him, so he couldn't help but feel guilty. If only he could be more firm, tough, and careful, he would This tragedy will not happen.The hurt and pain in his heart will not be resolved for a while, and it is useless for anyone to comfort him, he can only digest it by himself.

Cheng Xinyuan didn't want to talk about these anymore, and said to Si Qianye: "I didn't write the matter of Zhao Xunyue and Lu Xukai into the report to Xue Mingrui."

"……why?"

When Cheng Xinyuan interrogated the drug dealer, the drug dealer confessed that they saw Zhao Xunyue talking to the twins. They knew that the twins were the sons of the village propaganda committee, and they burned Bu Anqi's house first with a grudge.Cheng Xinyuan wrote this matter into the report. This was Zhao Xunyue's mistake, and he should bear the responsibility for his recklessness.But during this arrest, Lu Xukai did not show up. He is a well-known drug lord and a repeat offender. Cheng Xinyuan did not ask Zhao Xunyue about the details of their family, and he did not want to casually confuse the relationship between Zhao Xunyue and Lu Xukai. to the case.

"To put it bluntly, this matter has nothing to do with Lu Xukai, I'm afraid...you understand?"

Si Qianye thought for a while: "Understood, you are afraid that the higher-ups will find someone to take responsibility, and your relationship with Lu Xukai will have a bad influence on Xun Yue. Usually, you always target him, but now you are thinking of him .”

"I said, I didn't target him." Cheng Xinyuan wanted to defend himself in such an insignificant place, "When the kid returns to Linchen County, find time to ask him. After the limelight is over, we can find him again." Tell Xue Mingrui a chance."

"Then the punishment from above...?"

"Xue Mingrui means that someone must come forward to take responsibility." Cheng Xinyuan leaned back, leaned on the back of the chair, raised his hands behind his head, and dragged his head, "Just wait, I guess the result will come out soon. "

Seeing his calm look, Si Qianye suddenly had a bad feeling: "Xin Yuan, you must never..."

He didn't dare to finish his sentence, because he seemed to have got the answer under Cheng Xinyuan's quiet gaze.

"You shouldn't, in the report you handed in?..."

Si Qianye was a little skeptical, but also a little certain.His senior brother, a good friend for many years, and his immediate superior, really look like someone who would do such a thing.

Seeing Cheng Xinyuan showing a weary smile, Si Qianye stopped talking.He was sure that Cheng Xinyuan had done that. In the report he submitted, he alone took full responsibility for the failure of the operation.

"You don't even discuss it with me?" Si Qianye was a little angry. Qi Cheng Xinyuan was too masculine, Qi Cheng Xinyuan didn't treat him as a friend, Qi Cheng Xinyuan was so damn kind and responsible.