Chapter 29 Shall I Call You "Captain" 2
Chapter 29 Shall I Call You "Captain" 2
On Zhao Xunyue's first day in the Border Squadron, Cheng Xinyuan felt that he had an aura that was different from others, a feeling that he was particularly aggressive and tough, but suppressing his own aura.When he was in Linchen County, Zhao Xunyue still had immature, student-like features that would show up. It was Zhao Xunyue's unfamiliar environment, unfamiliar job, and a group of unfamiliar people, and Cheng Xinyuan was in Linchen County. The "old fritter" who had been there for six years, he looked down on Zhao Xunyue, "molested" Zhao Xunyue, and even directly trained him when he was upset.
But after returning to the city, Cheng Xinyuan's self-righteous "qualifications" became a weakness.
After six years in a poverty-stricken county, Cheng Xinyuan had long been unaccustomed to the city's feasting and social occasions, and then he saw a group of young masters unscrupulously showing affection, drinking good wine, and driving luxury cars.He is not jealous, a man of Cheng Xinyuan's age is long past the age of envy and hatred, he understands the gap between his social class and others, and will not cling to people who do not belong to his class.He knew Zhao Xunyue's background earlier, but life in Linchen County was so confusing that he forgot the difference between the two, thinking that Zhao Xunyue might like a poor policeman in a poor place.
If Zhao Xunyue is really bent by him, Cheng Xinyuan is still worried about the other party's future and future.He remembered that Zhao Xunyue said in Magou Township that only when you are upset do you drink and when you are upset, you smoke. Feel ridiculous.
Fuck, withdraw.A voice in Cheng Xinyuan's heart sighed at last, but he didn't know whether the phrase "removed" was withdrawn from the bar, or where it was withdrawn from.
Cheng Xinyuan frowned and walked towards the group of young people.When Zhao Xunyue saw him coming back, he subconsciously wanted to hide the cigarette. He remembered that Cheng Xinyuan said he would not smoke.But the man had already approached, this action was meaningless, Cheng Xinyuan stood in front of him and said directly: "I plan to leave."
His voice was dry and his expression was serious, Zhao Xunyue asked a little confused: "Ah, why did you leave all of a sudden?"
Zhao Xunyue's eyes clearly did not want him to go.Cheng Xinyuan is in a strange state of inner struggle. He is nostalgic, hesitant, angry and greedy, but he has to maintain his determination just now.He gritted his teeth and didn't look at Zhao Xunyue directly and said, "There's no reason, I just want to leave."
He turned around and left, but Zhao Xunyue didn't react: "Hey——"
"Da Yue, go dancing, go dancing!"
At this time, Dafang, who was slightly drunk, took Sister Mei to go to the dance, and came over to greet him, Zhao Xunyue hurriedly called Cheng Xinyuan to a stop, said "you go first" to Dafang, stubbed out the cigarette and hurried out.
He grabbed Cheng Xinyuan at the door of the bar, and the man shouted, "What are you doing, let me go!"
Zhao Xunyue looked puzzled: "What are you doing, isn't everyone having a good time..."
good?Who has a good time with you?Are you playing well by yourself?Cheng Xinyuan ignored him and continued walking to the side of the road, wanting to take a taxi and leave.Zhao Xunyue still dragged him relentlessly: "What's wrong with you, Cheng Xinyuan?"
Cheng Xinyuan was annoyed at first, but when he heard Zhao Xunyue call him by his full name, he got angry all of a sudden, stretched out a finger and said directly to him: "Who allowed you to call me by my name? Huh?"
His finger was about to poke Zhao Xunyue, this action was obviously dissatisfied and provocative, Zhao Xunyue also said angrily: "Why can't I call you? Why, let me call you 'Captain', are you still there?" ?”
"you……"
Cheng Xinyuan suddenly misfired, he realized that Zhao Xunyue's words were right, he was no longer Zhao Xunyue's captain, and he no longer had any place in his name to suppress Zhao Xunyue.
When Zhao Xunyue first came to Chen County, not only his background and appearance, Cheng Xinyuan wanted to tame him, and wanted to prove to Zhao Xunyue that he was also very strong, why?Because in the face of this young and outstanding stinky kid, Cheng Xinyuan always had a faint envy and lack of confidence.And when he knew that Zhao Xunyue didn't have a mother, he cared. Only sincere competition can give birth to sincere appreciation, and from Zhao Xunyue's kind and patient performances in Magou Township, Cheng Xinyuan felt distressed.
After returning to Zuocheng City, Zhao Xunyue's attitude made Cheng Xinyuan feel curious for a moment, and maybe he could try it, but if Cheng Xinyuan really took a step forward to conquer the opponent and take him down In the future, what Zhao Xunyue will face is not only the first half of his life without a mother, but also the second half of his life without children.His first half of life was already so difficult, Cheng Xinyuan didn't want him to face more pressure.Cheng Xinyuan has foresight, restraint, and forbearance. He is both emotional and rational. He can't indulge in love, reject or hurt others, so he can only be depressed in the end.
"Ugh……"
Facing the strong and stubborn Zhao Xunyue, Cheng Xinyuan sighed, it is really difficult for adults to live without rationality①.
"Hmph, it doesn't matter, you can call it whatever you like..."
Cheng Xinyuan suddenly turned off his anger, and looked at Zhao Xunyue with helpless and indifferent eyes.Zhao Xunyue froze, there was nowhere to vent his dissatisfaction and desire, he saw a meaning of "let go" in Cheng Xinyuan's eyes, and he was suddenly very scared.
"I……"
Zhao Xunyue wanted to say, "Is what I said wrong? Don't put on an attitude that you are superior to me in everything"; also wanted to say, "It doesn't matter what I call you, the important thing is to tell What's wrong with me, why did you leave suddenly?"; Zhao Xunyue wanted to say, "I'm not angry, and please don't be angry with me, don't be cold-hearted to me"; in fact, he wanted to say, "Go back and play, okay? Together, with my friends, I would like to bring you to my world."He has the desire to conquer and the spirit of not admitting defeat in his heart, but he is anxious to show his favor to the other party, as if he is afraid of losing the other party's trust and patience. Why is this?
At this time they passed a taxi, Cheng Xinyuan waved and ran towards the car, Zhao Xunyue opened his mouth to call "Cheng...", but stopped immediately after saying the first word, even he was confused, what should he do? What is it called Cheng Xinyuan?
Cheng Xinyuan got into the car and slammed the door shut without even saying "goodbye".In his consciousness, his relationship with Zhao Xunyue has been broken since today, and he firmly believes that Zhao Xunyue will never come to Chen County again.Cheng Xinyuan went back to Zuocheng for a vacation, agreed to come to the graduation ceremony, and went out to play with Zhao Xunyue's friends, all of which were dreams with charming and delicate expectations. Let alone whether there was any ambiguous relationship between them, it was just an acquaintance. , Cheng Xinyuan gave Zhao Xunyue a graduation gift with 28 years of life experience and kindness and enthusiasm.
It is the normal state of life that there is no result in the relationship.
Cheng Xinyuan's taxi started, and Zhao Xunyue stood by the side of the street, looking at the man sitting in the window.In the dark night, the light of the street lamps reflected everywhere, Zhao Xunyue saw his own shadow on the car window, he was surprised by the reflection of himself, as if he had experienced such sadness and bewilderment in the year his mother passed away, just I said in my heart not to leave, but I knew that even if I opened my mouth, no one would respond.
After the taxi drove away, Zhao Xunyue stood by the side of the road and stared at the taxi for a while.He had long decided to work in Linchen County after graduation, and then meet Cheng Xinyuan.He was young at that time, full of confidence in the future, thinking that he could turn everything around with his own strength.
Little do they know the absurdity of the world and the tragedy of comedy.
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After the seven-day annual leave, Cheng Xinyuan had to leave the urban area and return to Linchen County.The night before he left, he sent Si Qianye a WeChat message, saying that he would go back the next day, and if there was no accident, he would be there in the afternoon. By the way, he asked him if he had any special circumstances these days.
Si Qianye was considerate of his vacation, and basically didn't bother him these few days, and didn't talk about work.As soon as Cheng Xinyuan's message was sent, Si Qianye replied immediately: everything is normal, don't worry, welcome back to the team.There was also a smirk at the end.
Cheng Xinyuan asked him why he was so happy, and always felt that this expression had a deep meaning.Si Qianye replied: Haha, let me keep it a mystery, and I will tell you when you come back.
Hey, Cheng Xinyuan finds it interesting, it must be something that made Si Qianye so happy.
Cheng Xinyuan set off the next morning. Before leaving, he told his mother to pay attention to the phone number of the photo studio, remember to get the photos when they come out.His mother said with a smile: "You want to see if you are handsome in the photo? Why, if you are not handsome, do you want to retake it?"
"I have confidence in myself, the main reason is that I worry about not taking good pictures of you."
Then Dad Cheng came over and "kneeled and licked" and said, "I am very confident in how good-looking my wife and son are."
Cheng Xinyuan was about to say "As expected of my father", but Cheng's mother didn't have the intention of joking. Seeing Cheng Xinyuan going out with a backpack, she suddenly said: "Oh, I hope you can bring another good-looking person with you when you come back next time."
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