Chapter 23 Fei Lian
Chapter 23 Fei Lian
24 standard hours ago.
The white curtains fluttered slightly with the night wind.
Su Ling was wearing single clothes, and the cold wind came in from his trouser legs.
The handsome young man leaned against the door, looking at him quietly.Then he rolled up his cuffs little by little.Xiao Huaiyan's movements were very careful, but his eyes never left Suling for a second.
It's that hot look again.
Hot, aggressive, and deeply tired and restless.
It seems that both want to get close, but are afraid of getting close.
Su Ling retreated subconsciously until his back touched the cold window sill.
There is no going back.
"...Are you afraid of me?" Xiao Huaiyan's voice was low, completely different from his tone of voice during the day.
Without waiting for Su Ling to answer, he laughed self-deprecatingly: "That's right, you don't want to see me at all."
"Even in a dream."
He walked slowly towards Suling.
"What do you mean by what you said?" Su Ling stared at him while keeping a distance from him.
The moonlight stretched Xiao Huaiyan's shadow.
He said, "Don't go."
The contract restricted Su Ling's footsteps.
Until the man approached him, the familiar warm breath came over his face.
The black hair passed through the knuckle fingers and landed on Xiao Huaiyan's palm.
When the fingertips rubbed against the soft hair ends, it was as if a tiny electric current jumped up to Su Ling's nerve endings.
In the cramped corner, Xiao Huaiyan lowered his head slightly, resting his hands on the window sill, as if holding Su Ling in his arms.
Su Ling's eyes flickered with confusion, and he said lightly, "You said you don't want to see me anymore."
Just a few hours ago, at the gate of number 12.
Xiao Huaiyan clearly said, "Get out of my sight".
These words were like a thunderbolt, which made the person in front of him freeze in place.The handsome and tired face was half covered by the shadow, the hair was disheveled, and he managed to squeeze out a forced smile.
"That's not what I meant." The voice, which was as cold as thin wine, was a little eager, trying to defend himself.
Just when Xiao Huaiyan closed his arms and was about to hug him, Su Ling sensed the loosening of the contract.
He held his left hand empty, and hit his elbow upwards, kicking Xiao Huaiyan away.Out of the corner of his eye, the man's black shirt was rolled up to his forearm, revealing a bruise that had already existed.
"Damn, how come it's like taking a fighting class—"
Su Ling paused, and walked out of the room.
Sure enough, the man immediately caught up.
"... Su Ling!"
With his back against the door on the opposite side of the corridor, Su Ling found Xiao Huaiyan stopped one meter away.He seemed to be trying his best to bear it, his eyes were filled with a thin light, as if struggling to suffocate in the mud, only despair.
Although there is not the slightest difference in appearance, somehow he looks pitiful.
"...don't go."
The words that were almost begging seemed to be incompatible with Xiao Huaiyan who had always been sarcastic.
But Su Ling clearly remembered that he had seen Xiao Huaiyan like this.
All at night.
Seeing that Su Ling was silent, the people on the opposite side no longer forced him to speak, but instead looked around suspiciously.Faint moonlight poured in from the small window by the stairs, forming a small lake-like light cluster.The dim light downstairs fell on the fabric sofa, and it was quiet.
He slowly looked back, noticed the bruise on his arm, and covered his right hand in disbelief.Fingers pressed down hard.
The sudden pain made him frown slightly.
But just for a moment, it stretched out.
Su Ling looked at him quietly and incomprehensibly.
Because Xiao Huaiyan didn't stop.Instead, he plucked out his fingertips along the bruise more heavily and almost cruelly.When some deep red oozes out, the thin lips suddenly have an upward arc.
He wiped the blood off his hands, and smiled at Su Ling: "Why does it still seem to hurt a little?"
Su Ling froze in place, as if the corner of the contract twitched violently for a moment, and even his breathing slowed down.
As soon as the words fell, Xiao Huaiyan tilted his head, looked at his arm, and then at Su Ling.He touched his trouser pocket, took out a handkerchief, and wiped away the blood bit by bit.
"No, this is not a dream." The low murmur was a guess and a conclusion.
Su Ling affirmed his answer: "...No."
His answer seemed to open a gap, allowing the other party's emotions that he tried to hold back to have a source in an instant, and thus surged out like a stormy wave, unscrupulous.
The suspicion spreading in those peach blossom eyes was replaced by a deep madness and urgency.
Xiao Huaiyan seemed to hold his breath, and slowly approached Su Ling.
A strong sense of oppression is accompanied by the confinement of the contract.
Enduring the severe pain, Su Ling pressed the doorknob when he had nowhere to retreat.
The breath belonging to Xiao Huaiyan immediately enveloped him one after another.
……very dangerous.
But it is not the kind of danger that will be killed.
In the process of retreating, Su Ling was slammed onto the mattress.He collapsed into softness, and the person holding him down hugged him tightly.
It was so hard that even the bones of the chest could be felt clearly.
Struggling is not allowed.
Only the sound of the night wind blowing over the treetops could follow the faint light into the gap between the two.
There was also a loud heartbeat.
The soft thin lips pressed against the side of the neck involuntarily, and gradually intensified in response to the slight tremor, turning into a fierce plunder.
It seems to be confirming over and over again whether the eyes are real or not.
The hair swept across Su Ling's cheeks and lips.
This action seems familiar.Free-range orange cats will also have similar behaviors when enclosing land.
He sees this as a human instinct that has not yet fully evolved.
But Xiao Huaiyan made an inch of it.
Until he sat up and stood up, he found that Su Ling's eyes were reddish, cold and beautiful.
Su Ling's voice was extremely calm: "You...do you want to have a deeper connection with me?"
"What?" Xiao Huaiyan didn't seem to understand.
Warm fingers stroked Su Ling's eyebrows and pressed against his cheek.
Xiao Huaiyan lowered his head, and the tip of his nose touched each other.
Just when he realized that Xiao Huaiyan was not over yet, Su Ling extracted key words from what Yunqing said: "Kiss, kiss, make/love, just like other humanoid weapons and their masters."
Yun Qing said that every humanoid weapon will have such a thing.
Because the master needs them.
Xiao Huaiyan also needs him.
At least for now, it's behaving like one.
As part of the contract, he is obliged to do so.
It doesn't really matter what the words mean.
However, these words made Xiao Huaiyan stop his movements and distanced himself from Su Ling.
"No," he seemed to be in great pain, his brows were furrowed, and he even lowered his voice, "You are different from them, you... are unique. You don't need to be like this, it's my fault... I shouldn't have treated you that way."
"why?"
Su Ling looked up at him, his voice was as thin as a cicada's wings, conveying confusion flatly.
Xiao Huaiyan's fingers rubbed along the arc of his face, and the calluses brushed against his soft lips.The usual arrogant expression was now gloomy and depressed, but his tone was rare and gentle.
"Did I hurt you?" Xiao Huaiyan propped his hands on both sides of Su Ling, leaned over to touch his forehead, and Su Ling's face was reflected in his eyes, "It won't happen in the future."
He lowered his head again and touched the tip of his nose, and followed his cheek to the side of his ear.For a long time, the dry voice brushed against Su Ling's earlobe.
"Let me hold you for a while, just for a while, okay?"
The almost addictive breathing made Su Ling feel itchy.But he didn't say "no," and he didn't say "yes."Such permission is meaningless, because Xiao Huaiyan will only implement it according to his own ideas.
The wide-open windows poured in a cold wind, like frost.
Suling is used to such cold.
But Xiao Huaiyan did not move.He maintained the posture of encircling Su Ling between his arms, but not close to each other.
A strong sense of déjà vu comes from the depths of Suling's contract, not to make him submit, but to eliminate the resistance.As if things were meant to be this way.
After an unknown amount of time, he heard Xiao Huaiyan muttering to himself.
"You said, no matter what, you will never leave me. But you broke your promise. Do you know that I have been looking for you for a long, long time."
The heavy grievance and unwillingness turned into a sigh the moment he said it.
"Maybe this is a gift you gave me. Even if it's an illusion, it's enough."
Xiao Huaiyan grabbed his hand, passed through his fingers, and clasped it tightly again.
Su Ling looked at the pitch-black ceiling and felt the pain from the interlocking fingers.
"……do not go."
The whispering voice gradually became lighter, but the imploring meaning did not fade away.The ends of the pitch-black peach blossom eyes are reddish, and there is something sparkling under the moonlight.
The next moment, Xiao Huaiyan closed his eyes in constant struggle, and fell heavily on Su Ling as if he had lost all strength.
A little moisture fell on Su Ling's cheeks with weightlessness.
Su Ling raised his hand to touch his hair, the hair was very stiff, just like this man's chest.
He said softly, "You are crying."
In the human world, crying represents negative emotions such as sadness and depression.
Xiao Huaiyan was very sad.
Why should he be sad.
He's clearly gone too far.
But at this moment, in the limited space of the blizzard, Xiao Huaiyan became very angry for no reason.
When he was angry, he even increased his strength, pinching Su Ling's wrist so painfully.
Because cells regenerate very quickly, wounds can heal quickly.But the red marks on the skin will not, and can only dissipate slowly with time.
Until now, traces of being too ambiguous are still clearly visible.
"Who the hell?!" Xiao Huaiyan asked again with a look as cold as frost.
Su Ling frowned puzzled.
He tried to withdraw his hand, but was stopped domineeringly.
"answer my question."
Su Ling pursed his lips tightly, as if offended by his tone, he simply refused to say a single word.But violations of contractual restrictions are bound to be punished.
Even though he was prepared, the severe nerve pain made him give up and refuse.
But at this moment, a long bell rang.Thick and clear.
The hand holding him was suddenly let go.
The originally cold and sullen eyes gradually turned into strange tenderness.
Just like the surface of a lake that has just melted ice and snow, the dark abyss will only be revealed when the occasional ripples rise.Crazy and stubborn, it wants to devour all prey that passes by.
He gently pulled Su Ling's wrist to his lips, where it was pinched red just now.He lowered his head slightly and kissed the remaining traces.
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Xiao Huaiyan: Am I sick? ?
Suling: He is sick.
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