Chapter 31
Chapter 31
Thanks to the blessing of Liuyin's usual in-depth and easy-to-go, everyone didn't know that their elder brother had been pulled back after walking through the gate of hell.
Because of Liuyin's injury, Mo Yan goes back to the house early every day.It was the night of the seventh day. As soon as Mo Yan opened the door, he saw the person who was lying on the bed, his head was on the ground, and he was about to knock himself down.He was so frightened that he quickly supported Liu Yin with a trick.
Seeing Liu Yin, he slowly raised his head and looked at Mo Yan who helped him up with a sullen face.Showing a big smile, the small dimples on the cheeks made this pale face more cute that didn't match the age and mood.He hugged Mo Yan's waist with both hands, Mo Yan wanted to push away as soon as his body froze, but he immediately calmed down, Liu Yin's hand that was originally used to push away slowly patted Liu Yin's back.
"What's wrong?" The voice was low but full of concern.
For some reason, Liu Yin's nose suddenly turned sour seeing Mo Yan like this, as if he had suffered a great grievance by himself, depressed and uncomfortable, but unable to vent.But in a safe environment, in a warm embrace, a heart-piercing word suddenly burst out with grievances.
Liu Yin smiled slowly, frowned slowly, and then buried her face in Mo Yan's arms, "A Yin, I feel bad." His words were already crying.
Mo Yan sighed, and then said softly, "Cry if you want to!"
Liu Yin's hand holding onto Mo Yan's clothes tightened, and the corners of his eyes really got wet.Holding Mo Yan tighter and tighter.Mo Yan raised his head and seemed to be looking at a place far away and boundless.Patting Liu Yin's trembling body with his hands, giving him a smooth flow.He thought that Liuyin always seemed to be like this, crying without a sound, so he always suffocated himself, silently, in pain.
Liu Yin lay in Mo Yan's arms, weeping until a large piece of clothes on Mo Yan's waist was wet, and he didn't see him look up for a long time.
Mo Yan wanted to push him away to have a look, but Liu Yin hugged him tightly, buried his face in his waist, and refused to let him see.
Mo Yan tentatively opened his mouth: "Why, you were crying like it was raining just now, so you dare not admit it now?"
"No, no." A small retort.
"Okay, no. Then get up." Mo Yan tried his best to imitate the tone of many years ago, and treated the child in front of him carefully.
Liu Yin silently moved his face away from Mo Yan's waist, Mo Yan sighed, bent down, and carefully wiped away the teardrops still sticking to the corners of Liu Yin's eyes.Embarrassed, Liu Yin hurriedly raised her hand to wipe it off, her ears were so red that she seemed to have applied a layer of rouge, which also added color to her pale face.But when Liuyin rubbed his eyes, he moved too much and caused the injury on his chest. He shivered from the pain, but he didn't even feel it just now.
When Mo Yan saw it, he immediately pressed him and put a few soft pillows on him before letting him lean on them.Liu Yin's face, which had just recovered, turned pale again in a moment.
He let Mo Yan toss without asking a word, but when Mo Yan stretched out his hand and was about to open his shirt, he quickly pressed his collar, which of course caused the wound unavoidably. When he came out, he just called out in doubt: "Master?"
Mo Yan was silent for a while, as if he was thinking of words, and then asked carefully: "You, do you still remember how old you are this year?"
Liu Yin was taken aback, looked at Mo Yan, and moved his lips: "A Yin remembers that not long ago, A Yin just performed the crowning ceremony."
"Really." Mo Yan sat down beside Liuyin's bed: "You let go of your hands first, and I will talk to you while treating your injuries."
"Uh." Liu Yin moved his finger, let go, but immediately said before Mo Yan could get his hands on it: "If Ah Yin comes by himself, heal Ah Yin..."
Mo Yan pulled open his collar neatly, Liu Yin was startled, and stopped talking.Self-defeating thinking, just watch it!Anyway, it's not like I haven't been seen by my master since I was a child, so what a hypocrisy!
So he watched Mo Yan grasp Liu's shoulder with one hand and skillfully undo the bandage on his chest with the other, unable to speak a word.
Although Mo Yan's movements were fast, Liu Yin never felt much discomfort.It was Mo Yan's voice that rang in my ears: "You are seriously injured this time, and you can't do it yourself. A lot of things have happened during this period. You can ask anything you want."
Liu Yin blinked: "For example, when did Ah Yin get hurt? Ah Yin can't remember clearly."
Mo Yan's hands were really quick, so fast that within a few words he applied the medicine and bandaged Liu Yin again.His voice was calm, and he didn't answer him but said: "In my memory, you were not seriously injured when you were 20 years old. This year is not 50 years ago as you know it. Let me tell you things first... ...."
Liuyin listened calmly, and even he himself didn't know how he was so calm in the face of the memory he had lost for more than 50 years.After Mo Yan finished talking about his defense of Mo Yan in Yao Chi, Liu Yin just nodded with a smile: "It turns out that A Yin has passed through such 50 years. Although he doesn't remember it, he seems to have some impressions."
Mo Yanzhen's hand that was about to pour tea slightly trembled, "Except for that Hua Qiangu, you are fine."
Liu Yin frowned, shook his head, and said: "Master, to be honest, A Yin thinks that you must have misunderstood something. Let's use what A Yin knows about himself. I heard that A Yin seems to have fallen in love with that My junior sister is Hua Qiangu, but..."
Liu Yin looked at the red and hideous scar on his hand, he had just reached the age of the crown, but with the wisdom of 50 years later: "A Yin thinks that this scar should not be left for that girl, A Yin likes it It should be someone else. Ayinke said something that made her even more sad to the heartbroken girl in Yaochi. Although it was really wrong, she wanted to hurt my master at that time. Now I feel that Not very happy. I don’t like that girl, maybe I just pity her.” Liu Yin finally concluded that for some reason, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, maybe the wound was too close to the center, which affected the heart.
Mo Yan gulped down the tea in silence, and did not say anything to Liu Yin's words. Instead, he made him a cup of tea, and Liu Yin quickly brought it over, and confirmed that 50 years is not long for the Xian family, but Master Respect, changed a little.Liu Yin couldn't help holding Mo Yan's hand on the bedside, and Mo Yan moved his hand, but he didn't break free.
"As for Azhu's matter, Ayin thinks that I must have told you before. Everyone has their own choice, and that is Azhu's own choice. Because of cause and effect, Master, don't worry too much. Azhu then Even if you are smart, you will take good care of yourself even in the wilderness, and Ayin, I will be with you in the future. I will always be with you." Liuyin glanced at the scar on Mo Yan's forehead, and was confused, why didn't she feel puzzled when she saw it just now? Maybe it’s because I’ve seen it too much, or I’ve forgotten it, and I still have a faint feeling, it seems to be like this.
"It's too absolute to say something. There will always be accidents." Mo Yan remembered that Liu Yin didn't say the latter sentence at that time, and he added the latter sentence later.Mo Yan pulled out his hand, and said to Liu Yin: "You should have a good rest first, I still have something to do." He then walked away on his own.
Liu Yin stretched out her hand to hold Mo Yan, but her fingertips could barely touch the black corner of her clothes, and she watched Mo Yan's back disappear into the crack of the automatically closed door.Liuyin stared blankly at her hand, it wasn't her own illusion, definitely not.Just now, Master, he was a little alienated from him.The indescribable estrangement was already confirmed by Liuyin just by feeling.But why?
Liu Yin stayed in the room alone, after all, he is only 20 years old now.He couldn't figure out or understand many things.Looking at the closed door in confusion, Liu Yin pursed her lips and lowered her head slowly.
Mo Yan stood under a row of camphor trees and took a deep breath.He didn't expect it to be so difficult, as if nothing happened, it would be so difficult.It would be so difficult to face him who was pale.It would be so difficult to face Ah Yin who forgot everything but still said those words.He fled in embarrassment when it was difficult, and he couldn't hear or see it when it was difficult.
He never knew when Ah Yin's heart fell on him. He thought that 20 years old was enough, but Ah Yin really wanted to stay the same, except that the loss of those 50 years of life experience didn't change much for him.
At this moment, Mo Yan didn't know how he would deal with Liu Yin in the future, besides escaping, was there a way out?Mingming made up his mind to be a master and apprentice with him.How can one be considered a master and apprentice?
Mo Yan closed his eyes, a gust of wind blew, and the withered leaves of the camphor tree fell down. In the flying leaves, the person in the black clothes was both slumped and exhausted.
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☆、Chapter 32
Chapter 32
People, once they don't know how to face something, they can only escape.Immortals are not much different from humans.
As the night gradually deepened, the wound on Liuyin's body was in severe pain.But he couldn't help but fight with his eyelids.He fell asleep drowsily, but couldn't sleep well.As his consciousness wandered, he felt a pair of hands gently caressing his forehead, the roughness of the palms rubbing against the delicate skin, it was numb and numb, bringing the expected warmth and peace of mind.Even the pain eased a lot.
"Master." Liu Yin mumbled in his dream, and when he fell asleep drowsily, he brought the hand on his forehead into his arms and hugged him tightly.
Mo Yan followed Liu Yin's strength to the bedside, with a complex expression on his face.He took it for granted that as long as Ah Yin forgot, he could treat everything as if it never happened.But that's just what he thought.I really should have said that to my own brain when I gave Ah Yin a blow.
Nothing.Once something happens, there is no way to undo it.Even though he has the ability to penetrate the heavens and the earth, he still cannot recover time.
Every time he sees Liuyin, he tells himself that everything can be treated as if it didn't happen, but sometimes he can't control what he thinks.For a while, it was the phrase "I have a white head with my son" in the bright sky, and for a while, it was the appearance of Liuyin being drenched by the unfeeling pool water, so that his skin and flesh festered.He tried his best to act as if he hadn't seen or expected it.But Liuyin's pale, almost transparent face brought him back to the thunder and rain that night.
How could it be possible to ignore the almost lost temperature!How could it be possible to pretend that nothing happened!
impossible!
But he couldn't let himself forget it.Just thinking about it, he knew that if he did it for himself, he would immediately untie it for himself when he woke up and didn't know the reason.After that, it was still a busy day.
Now Mo Yan can only give full play to Yizang's self-determination.Besides, he didn't know which way he could go.
Leave early and return late.Liu Yin's definition of Mo Yan.How busy are you?Early, early before Liu Yin woke up, he had already left.It was late, until Liuyin went to sleep and he didn't come back.Twelve hours a day, almost two hundred hours in half a month, Liu Yin never saw Mo Yan again.
Liu Yin was lying on the bed by himself, he was a very quiet person, his body's waist was sore and his legs were still weak, which also affected his mood.Liu Yin deeply realized that if he lay down again, he should be disabled before his injury healed.So, he couldn't help it anymore, and after he managed himself so well that he could barely watch, Liuyin went out.
The eyes that haven't seen the light for a long time can't be opened by the bright sun outside, and when they are opened, they instinctively want to cry.Liu Yin stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, suddenly he was a little confused, but he couldn't say what he was confused about.It's just that my heart is empty, I don't know where to go, and I don't know where to return.
Her heart twitched, and with her incomplete wounds, Liu Yin wanted to retreat for a moment.But in the end he went out.Counting along the way, there are nine turns of the corridor, 24 camphors, a small pavilion by the water, and a wisteria flower pavilion at the next turn. There is a faint tree-lined path leading to the largest lawn of the Greedy Hall. Azhu usually loves to go there Go to sword practice over there.
Liuyin's footsteps were quick, and he didn't change. Even though he hasn't seen him for 50 years, the Palace of Greed has not changed.That is, the tree is a little taller, the flower stand is a little longer, and the trail is a little more obvious.He walked and walked along the corridor.There seemed to be a voice urging him, don't stop, go faster, go faster, just a little bit more...
"Master, this is a dispatch item in the past few days..."
Liu Yin's footsteps froze, and the voice in his ears was gentle, but he was not familiar with it.Master?Who are you calling?In Master's study room, who is calling Master this time?
"Well, it's okay. How's the homework of the younger brothers and sisters under you?"
this voice?this voice!Liu Yin will never admit the slightest mistake in his life, he is low and dignified, caring on the one hand, but on the other hand he refuses to show too much.This is, Mo Yan, his master.
"Hu Qingqiu and Shang Shangpiao are very attentive, but... Nimantian..." Luo Shili hesitated.
Mo Yan frowned, put down the teacup, and the porcelain and the wooden table made a crisp sound of collision. "Zihua has done it too well, you can leave her alone for another two days!"
"Yes. Master, and..."
The voice in his ear gradually faded away, and he stepped back step by step uncontrollably.Liu Yin gasped for breath, as if a hand was tightly wrapped around his neck, pinching him so hard that he couldn't breathe.It was as if a big drama was being played out in his mind, crying and laughing, joy and sorrow, scenes flashed by quickly, it seemed like it was a real experience or it seemed like it was just a big dream Hua Xu.
When Liuyin calmed down, what she stepped on was no longer the ground steps paved with white jade from Changliu Mountain, but soft and moist spun yarn.The sound of waves hitting the rocks can be heard next to my ears.
It turned out that Master really had other apprentices.
It's not the first time he knows, but he has never felt so truly, what would the Master look like if he had other apprentices.Now, he sees it.
Mo Yan could not see Liu Yin for half a month, but Liu Yin thought that every day there would always be a disciple with admiration and admiration, or who would call him "Master" in awe or affection.
And Liuyin...and Liuyin...what is Liuyin, but one of the many disciples of the Changliu World Honored One, who is lost in the crowd.
Liu Yin panicked all of a sudden, his heart seemed to have been opened, no, it didn't seem that there was a long and deep wound on his heart, and it would hurt if he touched it lightly.
He can care less about many things.No, it should be said that apart from Mo Yan, he doesn't care about everything including himself.Only Mo Yan can't, only his master can't.But if one day, Mo Yan doesn't want Liuyin anymore, what can he do?
He has no way to hold Mo Yan!
Life is never something you can have if you want it, and you can get it if you want it.Liu Yin suddenly clenched his hands and then let go.The clear eyes reflected the blue sky and the blue sea, shimmering, but nothing seemed to enter those eyes.Those eyes were still empty.
Master, did Ah Yin lose something?What is lost, how should I get it back?If you can't get it back, how can you make up for it?If a big piece of my heart is gouged out, A Yin, what should I do?
Liu Yin closed his eyes, feeling that he seemed to understand something.He had found a lock, but he could not find the key to open it.Who hid the key, and where is it?It's right in front of you, think again, think hard again.
"Ah" Liu Yin suddenly pressed half of his face and forehead, squatting on the ground.Through the gaps between the whitened fingers, one can see thin, bright blood-like threads densely covering most of the cheeks and forehead, like blood-colored veins, and like a net woven by blood, flowing from head to toe. Yin Gai came and restrained him, making him unable to break free.That net left him nowhere to hide, nowhere to hide, no way to break free, let alone escape.
The places covered by bloodshots seemed to be scorched by a raging fire, which dried up the blood, burned the meridians, and scorched the flesh.
"You really don't want your life." Who?Pulling down Liu Yin's hand, he spoke harshly, but he had a half ray of care that couldn't be hidden.
The author has something to say: Thank you @木云青夏的地雷~ It means that the same exam is not over yet, it has just started, and the update will return to normal after July 7~ Of course, the ones that are left behind will be made up~
☆、Chapter 33
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