Dote on wife

Chapter 64

The message Shi Yizhen sent to Shu Yi was only one line, she said that she was going to England.

That day, Shu Yi was seriously injured by Shen Tianhao, and Shi Yizhen once again realized clearly that her illness had worsened, so she took the time to do a checkup, and sure enough, it tended to worsen.

Shi Yizhen was weak and sick since she was a child, and was diagnosed with heart disease at birth, but her parents loved her very much. In order to treat her disease and avoid the harm of her enemies, they sent her abroad.

And her brother Yi Shishou was left by their side in the country and became a target to protect Shi Yizhen.

Shi Yizhen didn't understand this when he was a child, so he envied his elder brother to stay with his parents. Presumably, his elder brother resented his parents' preference for Shi Yizhen even more.

Until the age of eight, Shi Yizhen was kidnapped, not by his parents' underworld enemies, but by a mentally ill murderer.

He calls himself a gentleman and thinks that he is an existence above human beings. He kills people not for killing people, but as a holy sacrifice. After performing some strange rituals, he eats human beings, especially young children and pregnant women. In the womb...an unformed fetus.

When Shi Yizhen was caught by that guy, he had already committed several murders, and he was thoughtful, cruel, and left no trace, playing tricks on the police without being caught in the slightest.

But he didn't know what went wrong with that ceremony. He didn't kill Shi Yizhen immediately, but casually disemboweled the girl he captured like slaughtering pigs and sheep in front of her, cut them into pieces and placed them in the Cooking in a pot, the cooking movements are elegant, like flowing water.

At the age of eight, Shi Yizhen was already able to remember things. Seeing the blood all over the floor, Shi Yizhen huddled in the corner of the dilapidated rental house and kept crying.

The murderer didn't give her food, but just placed a basin of bloody human flesh in front of her, and then left.

Shi Yizhen looked at the meat in the bowl and kept vomiting. Although she was small, she knew that the bowl in front of her was human flesh, so she couldn't eat it.

Those few short days were a nightmare, hell.

Shi Yizhen wished countless times that she would be killed by that murderer, instead of being like that murderer... In order to survive... she ate that pot of meat raw.

For this reason, she carried a lifetime of nightmares on her back.

When the murderer was caught, he whispered in her ear.

I will plant the flower of evil in your heart.

Afterwards, Shi Yizhen always repeated these words every time he lost control of his emotions. He indeed successfully planted the seeds of malice in her heart, and after years of watering, they blossomed and bore fruit.

Just experiencing the perverted murderer is not the end of all the gloomy, but the beginning.

What followed was the death of Shi Yizhen's parents. In order to save Shi Yizhen, they secretly smuggled guns into the country and launched a hunt for the murderer. It was the intervention of the Yi family that quickly solved the murder. But because of this, the Yi family was exposed to the eyes of the police.

Yi's father knew that the police had seen the strength of the Yi family during this operation, and they must not tolerate their existence, even though most of their businesses are no longer involved in the law, just wandering in a gray area.

After doing enough aftermath work for their children, they exchanged their own death for the children's peace for a lifetime.

At the age of eight, Yi Zhen really experienced too many deaths. At her parents' funeral, her brother glared at her and roared with all his might, with a ferocious and terrifying expression on his face.

He said, you are a murderer.

Yes, she is a murderer.

Shi Yizhen has been receiving psychological treatment since she was eight years old, but the psychological intervention can't bring her any help. Her parents are dead, and she has a natural fear of her only relative, her elder brother. No one can enter her world.

She is a child who is not liked by anyone, a flower of evil watered by the devil, she should not be alive at all, low self-esteem, anxiety, loneliness, fear, are the whole melody in her world.

In her world, everyone is full of malice, and she is afraid of everything.

In the beginning, she didn't respond to anything outside, until she got older and the doctors worked hard to treat her, she began to have a slight reaction to the outside world, and then she entered the world of music, Find something you can focus on.

It's just that the good times don't last long. While the mental illness has improved slightly, it is the aggravation of the heart disease.

Just when Shi Yizhen thought that her life was going to stop at this moment, Shu Yi suddenly appeared in her world, giving her the hope of life and the feeling of being loved, which she had never tasted in her life. The taste of life.

In the critical operating room, Shi Yizhen had the desire to really become her sister's girlfriend.

It was this desire that supported her walk out of the hospital.

It's just that now her mental illness has deteriorated again, and she is no longer qualified to stay with her sister. She is really afraid that she will hurt her sister.

After her brother learned of her decision, he didn't say a word, and contacted the doctor who had treated her again for her.

Originally, she planned to receive treatment as soon as Shu Yi was discharged from the hospital, but she was afraid that Shen Tianhao would harm her sister again, so she couldn't rest assured.

She was the same as before, only daring to hide in the dark and watch her sister secretly.

When the source of "The Scholar" was leaked, Shi Yizhen thought her sister's defeat was doomed, and the violent mood swings made her sick. If the dagger she swung hadn't cut Yi Qi's arm, she must have rushed to Shen Tianhao in front of him and gave him a knife.

The loss of emotional control brought Shi Yizhen's inferiority complex and fear to the peak, and such emotions surpassed the resentment towards her sister.

So she told her sister that she was going to England.

Shu Yi called immediately, but Shi Yizhen didn't answer, tears fell on the screen of the phone, but he still resolutely clicked send.

She said, Sister, I see clearly, I am only grateful and obsessed with you, not liking you.

After a long time, there was also a text message.

I want to see you, I want to see if it is written in your eyes that you don't like me anymore.

Shi Yizhen's hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and the emotion of wanting to destroy everything surged up from the bottom of his heart again. Mental illness is different from physical illness, and everything is for no reason.

The phone hit the ground, and the broken screen looked like a flower.

She wanted to see her sister, and wanted to tell her with her eyes how much she liked her.

It's just not allowed, absolutely not, she will hurt her sister.

Drowning people always hope that driftwood will appear in front of their eyes. When Yi Zhen was really standing in the airport, she regretted it.

Sister, I really like you.

She pressed the send button of the text message, but the text message was not sent because she broke the phone before.

Shi Yizhen looked at the word "like" and couldn't stop crying.

In the hazy tears, the person she likes the most just appeared in front of her eyes in vain.

The author has something to say:

It shouldn't be cruel, alas, school is about to start, and I have to prepare for the exam, it's too difficult.