novelsmap Chapter 83 1.10
Chapter 83 1.10
"Have you ever heard a sentence?" Looking at Grindelwald, the Dark Lord shook his head slightly, his tone still relaxed, "An explanation is a cover-up, and a long speech often means a very guilty conscience."
Grindelwald laughed and shook his head: "It's just common people's slang, you won't use this as an argument to refute me, will you?"
"Of course not," the Dark Lord curled his lips, "I'm just pointing out your guilt.
"Guilty?" Grindelwald opened his eyes exaggeratedly, pointing to himself with his right hand, "Me?"
"If it's not a guilty conscience, why do you explain so much to me?" The Dark Lord stared into Grindelwald's eyes, as if he saw the figure of the old man he had always regarded as his enemy from behind, "You don't have to do anything, don't do this Explain at length, just watch me deal with the black history of Dumbledore, what does it have to do with you if I release those materials or not release those materials?"
He didn't wait for Grindelwald to retort, and went on straight: "You said, time will erase everything?" He shook his head and answered his own question, "I don't think so. Meaningful."
"Oh." Grindelwald uttered a single syllable. He squinted his eyes and looked at the Dark Lord with his chin resting on his cheek.
The Dark Lord seemed to think of something, and his eyes began to look far away: "You have to know that the extreme of hate is love, and the extreme of love is hate. The boundary line between these two intense emotions is very blurred." Strong Paying close attention to a person, thinking about him all the time, dreaming about him at every turn, feeling uncomfortable when he is not in control... Is this hate or love?From the previous life to the present, what kind of feelings do I have for Harry?
"Junior, you can make up your mind," the original laziness faded from Grindelwald's face, replaced by a sharp breath, he put down his hand resting on his cheek, and said with a straight face, "Whatever you think .”
"Tough mouth." The Dark Lord sneered and made a comment.What he didn't say is: If your feelings for him are not so complicated, then why do you have such deep eyes when you say these words?
He still remembers his previous life, in Nurmengard, in this prison cell, the more embarrassing, older but more rampant Grindelwald laughed at him, stared at him with deep-set eyes, and said to him: "Kill me, Voldemort, I am glad to die! But my death will not bring what you are looking for... There are many things you don't understand..."
At that time, Dumbledore had already died in Hogwarts, and the old wand was buried in his tomb with him; There are two ex-demon kings who still maintain a certain demeanor in front of them.
If he was baffled by these situations in the previous life, then in this life, after mastering the secret of the relationship between Grindelwald and Dumbledore, after knowing the actual location of the Elder Wand, after regaining his sanity, and falling in love with Harry after……
The truth is intertwined among the buried secrets, and imagination outlines the hidden dark lines of his past life for him: in the past life, when Dumbledore died, Grindelwald should also have lost the will to live, so he quickly aged and thinned, almost the same as the present The lazy prisoner is a different person; it is also because of this that when facing his irritable and irritable self, his attitude is so rampant and provocative, and he even repeated "Kill me!" to himself countless times.
The Dark Lord at that time was extremely disappointed. The Lord of Saints who was domineering and flamboyant when he was young, who ruled over Europe, turned out to be like this ghost now?Not knowing the situation, provoking at will, emaciated, emaciated, and arrogant, is this really a king who should judge the situation and be able to dominate the world?
But now the Dark Lord understands a little bit. The old enemy he loves and hates the most is dead, and all the love and hatred have no object to bear. What does that mean?At that time, Grindelwald should have really wanted to die.Before he died, he might have wanted to say something to himself, maybe it was what he wanted to say to himself today, but it was a pity that he met his irritable and crazy self, so he didn't say anything in the end.
Seeking benevolence, he pursued his own death, followed his old enemy and love to another world, and even kept the secret of the Deathly Hallows, the Elder Wand, to protect Dumbledore's tomb from being destroyed by himself.If this kind of feeling is not deep, then what is it?
Of course, what he has to admit is that this kind of relationship is definitely not just love... This word is too shallow to describe the entanglement between them, just as Grindelwald himself said just now, "How can you think that such a relationship is What about love?"
Pulling his thoughts back from the scene of the previous life, the Dark Lord looked at Grindelwald again.After going back to his previous life, he seems to have a deeper understanding of Grindelwald. At least, Dumbledore is definitely his weakness.
After knowing his mind, the Dark Lord seemed more composed, and his voice changed: "Since you don't mind, then I will release these materials?"
This sentence choked Grindelwald, he was silent for a long time, and finally replied: "I seem to... still care a little bit."
After saying this, without waiting for the Dark Lord to respond, he immediately added an explanation, and said as if trying to cover up: "What I mind is that this past is exposed to the eyes of the world, and let those stupid ordinary people make comments. My God, let those ordinary people point out our relationship and let me be his lace?"
Grindelwald clicked his tongue exaggeratedly and said, "I can't accept it at all."
"Come on," the Dark Lord rolled his eyes. "Entertainment until death. Every public figure must be prepared to be judged by the world. After death, he can control the mouths of future generations? This reason will not let me back down."
"Then what do you think we are related to?"
"Very complicated feelings." The Dark Lord recollected it seriously, and said, "There is some love, but not all; there is some hatred, but not all. Enemies, destiny, ideas, confidants, who can say anything but yourselves What about Qing?"
Immediately afterwards, the Dark Lord added: "But don't be stubborn. You are concerned about Dumbledore. He is really your biggest weakness..."
"Wait," a suspicion suddenly surfaced in the Dark Lord's mind, he suddenly looked at Grindelwald, and confusion floated into his eyes, "you said so much about 'cherishing the life of a wizard' before you balabala, it doesn't mean that , let me not hurt Dumbledore, shall I?
Grindelwald said dryly: "How is it possible, you think too much."
"Really?" The Dark Lord raised his eyebrows, and his eyebrows drew a sharp arc, with the sharpness of a blade, "Then I will attack Dumbledore now? Since you came to me, you must also See, my chances of winning far exceed Dumbledore now, don't you?"
"Okay..." Grindelwald tapped his forehead, his pale blond hair dangling with his movements, "Let me be honest, it seems that you have mastered a lot of things."
He straightened his mind and said, "The main reason I came to you is to help you. I know what kind of road you are taking. I have explored this road before. It is full of thorns, and it is not an easy road. Going on like this now, the future of the wizarding world is almost a dead end, but no one can tell whether the road after the change will be worse than it is now. I just want to share my experience."
"Should I say...thank you?" The Dark Lord's eyebrows softened, "If that's the point, I'd be more than happy to discuss it with you, after all, in the wizarding world, there are really not many people who can discuss this with me. Absolutely Most people's eyes don't see that." But what about Dumbledore's part?You haven't given an explanation yet?
After this sentence, they stared at each other for a while.A helpless expression appeared on Grindelwald's face, and he lamented, "Why do you bother with Dumbledore?"
The Dark Lord thought about it, and felt that he could tell the truth. Grindelwald's attitude today was indeed very frank, and he did feel the kindness of the former devil: "He is my worst enemy and the best way to check and balance you. "
Grindelwald raised his cheek, this time he switched to resting his cheek with his right hand, while drawing circles on the table with his left hand.The gesture allowed him to avoid the Dark Lord's direct gaze: "Be honest... Maybe it was partly for him. I can't even tell how I feel. Still, Albus was a great man, and if I could , please don't hurt him."
"He imprisoned you half your life, and you begged me not to hurt him?"
"Actually..." Grindelwald hesitated and said, "If I ask you, I almost ruined half his life."
The Dark Lord was even more confused, and he couldn't help raising his voice: "He walked to the top on your honor, you call this 'ruining half his life'?"
"You don't understand," Grindelwald's voice was dull, "some things are not what he wants..."
His eyes began to widen, and memories emerged from the distant world, turning to the summer of 1899, when the sun was shining and the time was just right: "When I met him, he had just graduated, lost his mother, Faced with an abnormal sister and a hot-tempered brother, I was forced to give up all ambition and be trapped in that small valley."
"And what about me at that time?" A smile appeared from the corner of his mouth, as if he also had some youthful and frivolous taste, "I was flamboyant, enthusiastic and wild, and I was just kicked out because I almost bombed the school, ignoring all norms and common sense in the world."
Grindelwald's voice is long and full of traces of time.Time once engraved fate in that year, weaving together the lifelines of two of the best young people of the time: "We are equally brilliant, equally talented, and equally capable. And I let him see another possibility of life , I saw all the things he dared not achieve and could not achieve..."
The author has something to say: Note: Original text "...the thin body under the thin blanket moved, and turned to face him, with a skull-like face, eyes opened...the frail man sat up, sunken Staring at him, staring at Voldemort, and then laughing, almost losing all his teeth..."
—Wait, this is GG?
He decisively gave an explanation, the GG who met with V now is quite healthy, but he lost weight quickly after AD's death, and he wanted to die.
Huh, that seems to make sense.
Continue to be reasonable on the basis of the original work~